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First drop of nectar...
  • The_BishopThe_Bishop
    Posts: 854
    I have been on a very nonproductive schedule for aneros usage the last couple of months. I almost considered giving it up on several occasions because of low libido. The only thing that keep me going was a small success earlier this year.

    So tonight was like any other, the weekly session with sparse hope for any positive results. After the requisite 20 minutes warm up to get used to the aneros inside I laid down to relax. I did my regular deep breathing and a little contraction at the apex of the inhale. I started to fantasize about a girl I know and entertained the thought of making out with her. A few minutes later I noticed that the aneros started to pull in quite deep. This was no big surprise, it has happened before. I started to relax deeply settling into the rythem of deep breathing/contracting and becoming more inwardly involved in the fantasy.

    I was getting really relaxed to the point that I was on auto-pilot, forgetting what I was doing. Then I started to experience a slow rising erection. Shortly there after a small warmth started to generate in the groin area. I made notice of this an started to hold the contraction a bit longer, which made the aneros to start interact with my throbbing prostate. The aneros and the prostate began to move in tandem and the odd warmth started to take over the groin area, growing in intensity. I was still involved in my fantasy and enjoying the prickly warm heat. With each successive contraction the warmth traveled up my body. Stomach, chest, neck, then head. There are are no words for this feeling. I do not know what it was, but I have never felt anything like it in my life. It was like my whole body had turned into a warm glowing mass that was melting and merging with everything around me. It really didn't feel sexual. It felt like something completely different. Whatever it was I did not reach the zenith of it's power because I started to panic. I had a hard time breathing, my breathing had become out of regular rhythm. Out of fear I held by breath and the feelings began to lessen.

    Whew, I don't know what else to say. I just wanted to share with my fellow journeymen. I hope to get back there someday, there are still a lot of secrets in that special place that I have yet to discover.

    P.S. Thanks to Rumel for his superb "Natural Jelly" recipe. Works like a charm. ;)

  • rumelrumel
    Posts: 2,492

    The feeling of panic you encountered has been reported before. I too, experienced the same fear of the mysterious unknown sensations overtaking me before my first Super-O.
    This is what as known as “terror at the gates” over on the KSMO Forum. I think it stems from the fear of our ego to surrender control and "just let go". Once you recognize the feeling and acknowledge the fear, then you can reassure yourself that your body would never do something to harm itself and by extension harm your mind either.
    My advice is to just continue through the deep breathing exercises, while encouraging yourself to relax and let your body lead you to the next level. Continue to build and inhabit the fantasy. Allow yourself a certain level of mental detachment, almost ‘observer’ status to pacify your conscious mind as you permit your sub-conscious mind and body to weave their magic fabric of enveloping pleasure.

    P.S. While the “Natural Jelly” is not really my recipe, I am happy to hear that you are also having success with it.
  • The_BishopThe_Bishop
    Posts: 854

    "Terror at the Gates" is a very fitting description indeed! I was not expecting a whole different stating of being or whatever you want to call it. Intense does not describe it!

    I appreciate your words of advice on my future sessions, I can't imagine that there is a "next level", I would just be happy to experience again what I did last night. The thought of it just blows my mind...

  • Ahhhh yes, mistress Aneros is just full of surprises, isn’t she? All you can do is sit back and enjoy the journey. :)