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My Eupho Experience
  • Below is the experience I said I would post about a month ago. Please forgive the long delay as school, work, and home life have kept me very, very busy. I've been rather lucky to get enough sleep. Ugh... But, I was able to spell check, grammar check, and give a small edit to make things as clear and coherent as possible. I hope this is enjoyable to those who read, and may lend some advice to those who need it. I doubt my pittance of information added will benefit anyone more than what has already been stated by the long time regulars. I do appreciate their help and advice deeply.

    I just had the most wonderful experience. I finished about a two hour session just a few minutes ago. I'm still kind of out of it. It's almost as if I'm half here, the world in which I type and function in the ways that I am required to, and a world that I just discovered, where everyone seemed connected and focused on the same goals of harmony, pleasure, love, connection. To back track and start from the beginning, or behind as the session actually started (forgive the bum pun), I just wanted to take a nap with my Eupho inserted to get a general feeling of relaxing and letting my body naturally contract with the Eupho inside of itself. In this regard I feel it necessary to say "my body" because I have mentally been forcing contractions the first sessions. While great in and of themselves, it was not my bodies desire to move the Eupho in that sense, it was my own will. The point of my taking a nap was to put my will aside and let my body show me what I've been missing.

    The results were astounding. I've incorporated the advice that I've learned here in setting up tonight's session, as it were. To be honest, I had just intended to get a little bit more comfortable with the Eupho and more relaxed, enjoying its subtle movements inside of me. The advice about lube came in handy. Last night I purchased a small jar of Vaseline and a new bottle of KY Silk. I coated my anus with a thin layer of Vaseline and then used the tip of my finger to coat the inside. I then did the same with the KY Silk. After that, I coated the Eupho with a thin layer of Vaseline and, after the initial coating of Vaseline was on the Eupho, I slicked it up with the KY Silk. After that, I let it find its own home inside of me, made sure the P-tab was hitting just the right spot, turned over to my side lying down, pulled the covers over me, and went to sleep.

    It was a spotted sleep at best. Meaning, as soon as I really started to reach a deep sleep, a wave of pleasantness would wash over me and wake me up. Each time this jolt of pleasure pulled me from my harmonious dream world, I was tempted to squeeze down hard and bring the orgasm to me. Instead, I closed my eyes, told myself my body is just having its own experiment right now, turned off my mind, and went back to unconsciousness, which is really the only way to let the body wake up on its own, I think. After about an hour of this process, I came to once more. Only this time the grogginess that caused me to take a nap in the first place was gone. Now I was awake with excitement. What had my body learned in this last hour I wondered? I decided to try my best to relax my mind as if I were sleeping and treat it as if it were unconscious. I tried to be a fly on the wall spying like a voyeur on my body.

    The results did not disappoint by any means. After a few moments of mentally staying away from myself, I decided to jump back in just a little bit. Sort of like putting my big toe into the ocean at the beach. The few days before, when I first got to the beach on my 7 day vacation, I jumped right in full body wanting to take in as much as possible as quickly as possible. That's how I would describe forcing my deep anal contractions the past few days. Pushing the Eupho out then pulling it back in with my anal contractions and muscles was like giving it to myself. I believe I did this mentally because it was familiar to me, from where I would do the same with my dildo. This time however, I knew I still had plenty of time left in my vacation and I just wanted to test the water. Maybe I didn't even want to go swimming in the ocean today. Maybe I just wanted to get a nice sense that I arrived and could soak in that peace and understanding, knowing that my time and ability to enjoy all that is out there has just begun. So, mentally, I just start to take the vaguest amount of control. Just enough to say, "Hey, body, I'm here with you now. I'm not fighting you or forcing you this time. What can you teach me this time? I'm here to listen to you. I don't think I ever have before. But, I'm willing to now, if you'll speak to me." And speak to me it did.

    I used the lightest of contractions to whisper to my body that message. I physically felt the Eupho moving around inside of me. Being used to larger toys and sheer girth, this was a new sensation entirely! In fact, I have lately become so accustomed to spreading myself open that I was starting to become a size queen! This experience has opened me up more spiritually and mentally than I could have ever hoped for physically. What happened was that the most gentle of contractions started to turn into the muscle quivering around the Eupho. This in turn caused the Eupho to dance around inside of me. The only way I can describe it is this way. It's as if someone was able to put an orb of electricity to a very specific area and the currents pulsated inside of me stimulating me and teasing me, dancing around all of my spots, ones that I didn't even know could feel this engorged, stimulated, teased, electrified, and pulsating. Everything inside of my throbbed. And I learned a new definition of inside of me. Not just my body, but my essence. It's as if I were in scuba gear the whole time swimming in a cosmic pool of connectedness with everyone, but didn't know it because my suit was too tight to feel anything out side of it, my goggles too small to allow me any other viewpoint other than what was directly in front of me, and my breathing apparatus giving me too little oxygen to be free. Instead of being free, I was doing my best to stay confined in my cosmic scuba suit too scared to drown. Meaning, too scared to free my mind enough to trust my body and soul to be able to join the cosmic pool of connectedness and enjoy the rest of everything, the universe, humanity, anything and everything that is made of universal stuff and energy.

    What happened physically is that my body began to take over the Eupho itself. It caressed me and told me to relax and sit back. It told me that for too long I had tried to find my own source of pleasure. I had tried to force orgasms when my body didn't really want them. Often times I masturbate when my body doesn't want to. I usually masturbate so frequently, at least twice a day, that my body is often drained and can no longer manage to naturally enjoy itself. I come up with mental scenarios to get me off. And that's exactly how I treated sex, as a way to get off. Even with my partners, I want the strongest, most powerful orgasm, that gets me and them off. I focused only on the physical aspect of pleasure. This time, my body showed me how to enjoy the universal pleasure of everyone. The more I relaxed, the more I remembered what others said. Don't force anything. If your body is wanting the nipples stimulated, stimulate them, but not too much. Just do whatever the body wants and asks for. I started to listen to my body. I rubbed my pelvic area, but not my penis, when I felt a need to. I rubbed my cheeks against my pillow when I felt the want to. My hips swayed and moved on their own, allowing my mind to wonder and drift. The pleasure I never trusted my body to feel when I would force orgasms was staring to come to me on its own. In fact, the pleasure my body was giving me greatly trumped any amount of mental imagery or scenario I could think of. The results of this total release was enriching on a whole new level. It's as if I learned more about me from this session. I learned how to just let go.

    In letting go different images came to my mind. At first I was trying any image to keep me aroused and reach the level or orgasm I wanted to reach. Briefly I thought of my partner giving me a blowjob, or me inserting my partner, my partner inserting me, ect... Shortly though, my body told me to not think about that. Instead, I got different images. Not only different images came to mind, but different feelings as well. My body told me this, "You feel that energy that is swelling inside of you? You are letting if flow freely now. This is why your body moves the way it is right now. This is why this great pleasure fills you and cradles you. Your entire being is now being held up by this energy that you feel. It is surrounding you, comforting you, and keeping you. At the same time, everyone has this energy. We all share, every single living thing, this energy of sheer positive love and support. Right now, others in this world are sharing the same ograsmic feeling you are. Others are feeling sorrow, or hatred, but we are all part of the same universal energy. Every single one of us is reaching out in our own way to others. Right now, those on the sexual plateau are reaching out to you. For the first time, you can reach out to them now and give to them and take from them. It's a web of interconnectedness. In not taking selfishly, but sharing equally, the universal bond formed can comfort and support like no other bond imagined." What I did was imagine my energy surrounding me. The total feeling of all my experience, good, bad, negative, positive, bliss, sorrow, and it filled me. It filled me with such joy and pleasure. The feeling that became more and more predominant was love. Everyone reaching out to me was love. Hands caressed me. Plump, inviting breasts rubbed against me. Luscious, gorgeous cock teased me. I could feel myself reaching out to all of them as well. Everyone that came to me, I went to them also. My love went out to everyone that I know. Even those from my past that hurt me, I remembered that they hurt me so because I loved them dearly and deeply. I no longer felt the hurt from them, but only wanted to tell them that I did and do indeed love them. After this phase and love transpired, my energy and self went out further. It’s as if I had found all of those on the same sexual high that I was on. The few of us found each other. My jealousy of my partner wanting to share someone else left me. Instead, I felt that my partner was right all along. The person that was to be part of the activity was right all along. My jealously came from a need to posses. I had to have my partner solely to myself. My enlightenment was telling me that we are all meant to share and be with one another. Constrictions do not allow us to grow. We have to be completely free in order to grow. So, while my body squirmed and flowed in the most intense, and comforting sensation it has ever known, I allowed myself to envision partner swapping for the first time without a tinge of jealously or anger.

    In doing so, I felt love again. I felt that my soul was connecting to my new partner. I desired deeply for my partner’s soul to connect to her new partner. I had a need to know my new partner on a spiritual level. I had a need for our souls to connect through the actions of our bodies. I had the need to understand my new partner. Instead of holding on to my old thoughts of being closed up and declaring without doubt that my way of thinking is right, I had a deep and urgent need to know what my new partner was thinking. What are her perspectives? As these thoughts swam about my head, my body shook and lost all control. Tidal waves of pleasure lifted me up and, rolled me over, and crashed me back down before the tide carried me back out to sea for another roller coaster ride of orgasmic ups and downs. Each Super-O triggered every nerve ending in my body more than the previous one. My hips bucked into the air. My head flailed back and forth. My toes curled. My hands grabbed the blankets I was lying in and squeezed them with every ounce of strength I had. I moaned, I screamed, I whimpered, all at the same time. While my body found news joys, my mind kept drifting further out into what I felt was the universal ocean of connectedness.

    With each passing Super-O, and I can say with ease that they were Super-Os, my mind told me to let go even more. Instead of just focusing on the love of a single partner, experience the love of everyone at the same time. At first I thought of a big orgy, but quickly my mind and body told me that was wrong. Instead, the same aura of energy surrounded me again. This time, spiritual forms of energy enveloped me in my mind’s eye. I felt like I was hovering in a blue sky with the most fluffy white clouds painting in. The sun was shining, but nowhere to be seen, keeping sheer light in front of me and around me. While my mind grew used to this free floating state, those seeking me out found me. They hovered below me, above me, next to me, and even inside of me. The most connected feeling I could imagine was turning the image of my physical self into pure energy, like those around me, and letting them overlap with me. When this happened, everything I was lit up with sexual energy and orgasmic dominance. I no longer had control. The Eupho had control. Not only that, my body had control. I had an anal orgasm so strong it shot out the Eupho. I had to pause and put it back into me before I could continue. On the final leg of my journey, where a Super-O was so strong my hips bucked up so high I was in a bridge position with my head looking back at the wall behind me, my mind filled with the most curious, but delightful of images.

    Now, this next part may seem bizarre, but it was perhaps the most wonderful idea I could think of, and I didn’t even think of it. All of the energy that had overlapped me, and I knew this energy to be other souls traveling this same high road that I had managed to find, began to take form. Once again flesh developed from these energies. I thought that connecting on a sheer energy level was the greatest pleasure. Until one final push and concept came to mind. My body told me that I had tasted the energy of all, that everything shares this energy, but that I am unique, as are others, in that while we can feel and share this cosmic energy, we are also flesh, and our flesh can feel at the same time our souls and energies can feel. This is why the energized souls began to reform into perfect bodies holding me, touching me, kissing me, and licking me. While I was looking forward to a nice orgy fuck, again things changed on me. The image of a man became somewhat different. He was leaning on top of me. I thought he would penetrate me. I was looking forward to the feeling of pressure and stiffness. Instead, something else happened. In a mental connection, I had the urge to go inside him, to penetrate him, but it wasn’t my penis penetrating his anus. Instead, the tip of my penis rested at the base of his scrotum. What happened next I couldn’t have imagined. His scrotum opened up and allowed my penis to enter his penis as if it were a vagina. I could feel his orgasm washing over my penis, and his ejaculation coating me. My penis became part of his and our pleasure doubled as I slid up and down, in and out of him. While this was going on, a woman placed her hips at my anus. Her vagina slid inside of me and I felt her juices rubbing the inside of me. I felt like I was her vagina being penetrated. I felt stuffed and teased at the same time. I felt like her clit rubbing my prostate was my clit being rubbed. I could envision her vaginal opening contracting. She was in the same state of orgasmic bliss that I was in. While the two sensations were on a whole other level by themselves, I wasn’t quite done fulfilling this last Super-O of flesh and soul connection. One more person was hovering around. This last person to form into solid, as solid as we were anyway, matter was a man. His pelvic region hovered over my mouth. Instead of naturally wanting to lick his scrotum, and eventually his shaft, like I do in real life, I had another idea and desire. I put my face inside of his rectum and began to lick his prostate. It was in the same manner that the woman was able to insert her vagina into me and the same way I could put my penis inside another man’s penis. It was the same energy overlapping that occurred moments ago in a pure state. This time, slight forms of physicality added to the sheer energy state. In this manner, there was no disgusting thought of the nasty rectal feces or another other unpleasantness that occurs in real life. It was the final stage of my mind opening up. It was an announcement. See what can happen when limitations are removed? Anything can happen. Anything that can bring pleasure will bring pleasure. My desire in licking a man’s prostate was to share total joy and selflessness with that person. I only wanted to give them the same most wonderful feeling that I had at that moment. Knowing that my source of pleasure at the time came from my prostate, I had a sense that this person had never know that pleasure. Thus, why I wanted to give it to them. It was my way of opening them up to an idea they had never tried before. The impression that I got initially was that this person wanted a blowjob. I wanted, no needed, to give them more. I needed to shatter their little world like mine was just shattered. I needed to let them know that they don’t have to go back to their confinement of reality, but can choose to expand to the endless possibilities of the universe. And in the instant that they released and felt orgasmic pleasure, the rest of us did as well. For a short time, we were all one. Our bodies, half formed in flesh, half in universal energy, shared each and every part of ourselves with each other. At this time I masturbated my penis to bring have a Super-T the likes of which I never thought possible. This was my body giving me that final feeling of flesh and energy combined. After I ejaculated, I crashed and couldn’t move a single muscle for a few minutes. It wasn’t exhaustion. It was lack of needing to move.

    The residual of my Super-Os and final Super-T reminded me of the connection I just made with the universe. It reminded me that I need to let go in life more in general. My life is not the confinement I make it or the confinement others want me to believe in. If I have enough faith and trust, my soul and life can connect to those around me who have found the same path of enlightenment that I just found. My partner is one of those people. She had this enlightenment long before I did. For the longest time I confined her. I didn’t think that what she said or believed was possible. She was too much of a free spirit. She would never get ahead in life and get a good job or anything. She just didn’t care enough. The truth is, she just knew what her mind and body wanted. She had a sense of connection that she just knew, and I had to search for. Her mind is connected to her body. Her emotions are letting her feel that. I am in awe of her presence of understanding.

    What I’ve learned from this session is not that the Eupho can give me literally mind blowing orgasms, but that I should endeavor to connect to those around me. The love that I felt is real. So is the energy that everyone possesses. When I have sex with my partner, it will no longer be me trying to manipulate pleasure with vibrators or other devices. Sex will no longer be about me quickly pounding my partner to bring us both to mutual orgasms in a near instant. For the longest time, I thought that if I had a quick orgasm, I could have another one sooner, and thus try to stay in that orgasmic frame. I learned today that the opposite is true. Letting go, enjoying the ride, and not caring about the orgasm brings about the greatest orgasm and feelings of them all.
  • rumelrumel
    Posts: 2,254
    rikaaim,

    All I can say is WOW! You really got “IT”! It is my fondest wish that all our members can obtain this level of body/mind awareness. Thank you for that eloquently written documentation of the richness the Super-O experience can bring into one's life. This definitely goes on my list of “Cherry Pick” threads.
  • rumel said:

    rikaaim,

    All I can say is WOW! You really got “IT”! It is my fondest wish that all our members can obtain this level of body/mind awareness. Thank you for that eloquently written documentation of the richness the Super-O experience can bring into one's life. This definitely goes on my list of “Cherry Pick” threads.



    Thank you Rumel. Your newbie pack is immensely useful. When I got my package I did have some initial success, even from the first session. However, I did not anticipate the kind of results that I got from that session. I do attribute that to what you and others, such as B. Mayfield's knowledge and Darwin's passion, have said in relaxation and various lubes and techniques to that breakthrough session. I only hope that others can have as wonderful and colorful experience as I did. If you haven't noticed by now, I really and thoroughly enjoy your posting style, taking full advantage of the tools given to you.

    I did fear that my post, at nearly 4k words, would be too long and no one would be interested in reading it. I am glad that it finds the reader well. I do hope that others can gain some sort of understanding. More than anything, I wanted to connect to all the men here who have shared this similar experience. It seems fitting that in my sharing, and adding to those who came before me, that I once again connect to something greater than myself. Each and every one of us is connect, as as a species and as brothers. I generally connect better with women. Coming here allows me to reach some of my fellow brothers. I greatly appreciate that. :D
  • A wall of text like that requires an index, summary and chapters before I consider it worth reading. :|
  • I'm with you "Rod". A bit over the top. The split personality experience seems far fetched, but who am I to judge, as I wasn't there, now was I?

    But, to each his own, I guess. I like paradigm shift better.

    C :roll:
  • alvalv
    Posts: 179
    rikaaim - I can concur with your feelings - thanks for expressing them that well
  • A wall of text like that requires an index, summary and chapters before I consider it worth reading.



    This is my biggest fear in posting such a text. It's a monster on the page. I completely understand the sheer size of it posing as a challenge, and one that quite frankly may not be worth the effort in reading. However, when writing such a text it is easy to got lost in the remembrance of the experience.

    I'm with you "Rod". A bit over the top. The split personality experience seems far fetched, but who am I to judge, as I wasn't there, now was I?

    But, to each his own, I guess. I like paradigm shift better.

    C



    This thinking is what made me hesitate so long to post to begin with. It was such an unusual experience for me that I'm sure it seems crazy. Even reading back the question might be asked, "Umm...did someone forget their meds that day?" The description given is completely bizarre and unusual I admit, but I have no other way of saying what was floating through my mind at the time.

    rikaaim - I can concur with your feelings - thanks for expressing them that well



    I thank you for taking the time to read. In a world where time is short and duties ever present, I do appreciate the effort put into reading my personal thoughts and feelings. :)
  • Thank you for sharing this. I read it, fell asleep in my armchair, woke up, and read the rest of it. Got me thinking about Fantasy books with wizards, sorceresses and so on, connecting and communicating on a plane above us. The feeling you describe makes sense to me.
  • Love_isLove_is
    Posts: 1,672
    Hello rikaaim, :)

    The length of your post was a bit intimidating for me to read also. But after reading the comments about your experience, I eventually made myself read slightly more than the last half of it. And I am glad I did. As although I have a difficult time living and experiencing freedom of inner restriction, and awareness of energy, connection and love with all. Those concepts resonate very strongly with me. And I know it is my future path to follow when I can eventually find my way. Thank you for taking the time to type up and post your experience here.

    Love_is
  • Dear rikaaim,

    I'm a bit befuddled by the mostly negative reactions your post has provoked. I found its length to be its least important facet. It was stimulating, provoking, erotic, disturbing, familiar, strange, and exciting by turns. You have both a beautiful command of the language and an incredibly facile imagination, and I admire them both.

    One of the ways in which your post resonated was in reminding me of this passage from Milton. In "Paradise Lost" the archangel Michael visits Adam and Eve in every bit as corporeal a form as they have and dines with them. Adam ventures to ask whether angels experience love. And since Milton makes it plain that Adam and Eve had sex long before the fall, by "love," Adam means just what he and Eve experience. Milton says,

    The Angel with a smile that glowed
    Celestial rosy red, love’s proper hue,
    Answered. “Let it suffice thee that thou know’st
    Us happy, and without love no happiness.
    Whatever pure thou in the body enjoy’st
    (And pure thou wert created) we enjoy
    In eminence, and obstacle find none
    Of membrane, joint, or limb, exclusive bars:
    Easier than air with air, if Spirits embrace,
    Total they mix, union of pure with pure
    Desiring; nor restrained conveyance need
    As flesh to mix with flesh, or soul with soul.”
    (Book VIII, lines 614-629)

    I doubt Milton was using an Aneros when he wrote these lines. Neither was Mark Twain, when he wrote in "Letters from the Earth":

    "...the human being, like the immortals, naturally places sexual intercourse far and away above all other joys. . . . They prize it thus highly; yet, like all their so-called 'boons,' it is a poor thing. At its very best and longest the act is brief beyond imagination--the imagination of an immortal, I mean. In the matter of repetition the man is limited--oh, quite beyond immortal conception. We who continue the act and its supremest ecstasies unbroken and without withdrawal for centuries, will never be able to understand or adequately pity the awful poverty of these people in that rich gift which, possessed as we possess it, makes all other possessions trivial and not worth the trouble of invoicing."

    I should have thought everyone on this board would have recognized your experience as something that we are all seeking. That you have a far more vivid imagination than I do and thus your experience seems a bit strange to me is scarcely important. What is important is that we support and learn from one another. I echo rumel in his appreciation of your experience, and I wish you a continued amazing journey!
  • PommiePommie
    Posts: 714
    Hello rikaaim,

    Once I had read past about the fourth paragraph, I simply found “I could not put it down”!
    It obviously needed the 4k words to describe fully what you experienced and I for one would like to thank you so much for taking the trouble to do so. More power to your elbow!
    This has been one of those rare posts that will revisit many times, if only to gain a little more inspiration.
    If there is a God, may he/she bless you!!

    Pommie
  • rickg
    Posts: 94
    rikaaim,
    thanks for posting such a florid description. Yes it is wordy and not an easy read. But your imagery was helpful and you are great at expressing yourself.
  • Good god man, from your description you've reached the orgasmic apex!
    Anyone interested in spiritual orgasmic experience would be wise to read about his amazing journey.

    Thank you so much for sharing! :D
  • Thank you for sharing this. I read it, fell asleep in my armchair, woke up, and read the rest of it. Got me thinking about Fantasy books with wizards, sorceresses and so on, connecting and communicating on a plane above us. The feeling you describe makes sense to me.



    I'm glad it makes sense. It does seem a little D&D like, doesn't it? I didn't think about it that way until you mentioned it. :)

    The length of your post was a bit intimidating for me to read also. But after reading the comments about your experience, I eventually made myself read slightly more than the last half of it. And I am glad I did. As although I have a difficult time living and experiencing freedom of inner restriction, and awareness of energy, connection and love with all. Those concepts resonate very strongly with me. And I know it is my future path to follow when I can eventually find my way. Thank you for taking the time to type up and post your experience here.

    Love_is



    Thank you for your time reading! As far as writing it up, I wrote this immediately after my session, and by immediately I mean as soon as I could move again. :P It took me no time at all to write because everything was still so vivid. It was almost like writing down a dream. It was just a retelling of what happened. From the day I got my Eupho, I was expecting a Super-O because that's what all the testimonials claimed and everyone else described, but I really wasn't expecting one either, if that makes sense. I wasn't expecting one in the sense that I didn't know what one was. So, the first time when I used it and it felt great, I just thought it felt great. Then further sessions felt better. Eventually I had the experience that I posted. I wasn't expecting anything at all energy related wise. I wasn't expecting a deeper understanding by any means. I just didn't fight the feeling when I started to get there. I think the biggest factor in letting myself feel what I felt was that it felt too damn good to stop! My body was in bliss. That's the only word I can really use to accurately describe the feeling inside of my rectum, all throughout my body, and washing around my mental status. Pure ecstasy.

    I'm a bit befuddled by the mostly negative reactions your post has provoked. I found its length to be its least important facet. It was stimulating, provoking, erotic, disturbing, familiar, strange, and exciting by turns. You have both a beautiful command of the language and an incredibly facile imagination, and I admire them both.

    I should have thought everyone on this board would have recognized your experience as something that we are all seeking. That you have a far more vivid imagination than I do and thus your experience seems a bit strange to me is scarcely important. What is important is that we support and learn from one another. I echo rumel in his appreciation of your experience, and I wish you a continued amazing journey!



    I love your post! Such a colorful and literary stimulation! I'm not the only one who knows a thing or two about the language it seems. ;) Although, and I do understand fully what you mean, facile in any sense of description towards any part of myself leaves me a little self conscious. ;) I'm glad you found it a little erotic. I meant it to be arousing in terms of describing my physical sensation. I don't want others to read this and be turned away from the idea that a powerful experience, like what I had, is frightening and not enjoyable. To the contrary, this event that happened to me was completely body shaking, erotically, and ultimately, orgasmic! I don't think everyone on the board could recognize this as a path they want to travel. To be perfectly blunt, I'm still in college and don't know what I want. So, while someone may tell me that a certain food is the best tasting food in the world, sure to give my taste buds a whole new perspective on flavor, I would still shy away if the food looks sort of weird and unfamiliar to me. Tx, I really do love your post! You and I shall have to converse sometime, perhaps about Wilde or Faulkner or Joyce? We'll see. :)

    Once I had read past about the fourth paragraph, I simply found “I could not put it down”!
    It obviously needed the 4k words to describe fully what you experienced and I for one would like to thank you so much for taking the trouble to do so. More power to your elbow!
    This has been one of those rare posts that will revisit many times, if only to gain a little more inspiration.
    If there is a God, may he/she bless you!!

    Pommie



    You are so sweet! Thank you so much. Your genuine warm wishes really lifted my day. I appreciate that. I'm glad you found the read engaging. And, trust me, my elbow does not need more power, nor do my wrists :P. I'm glad you felt this was inspirational. I think I just wanted to share part of what I knew everyone else was sharing. Quite honestly, I saw everyone posting their experiences, and I just wanted to be part of that. I had no idea that my experience would be this one, that I would have a full short story in one session. So, it is really no trouble at all in writing this. I found it to be rather enjoyable. I was in a state of pure joy and physical pleasure the whole time. In fact, I might just have to try it again sometime soon! :D Pommie, thank you again for your words. They make me happy.

    thanks for posting such a florid description. Yes it is wordy and not an easy read. But your imagery was helpful and you are great at expressing yourself.



    I appreciate your encouragement. I try my best at communicating. I can't draw two sticks figures next to a stick tree, but I can write. I love the arts and anyone who can get outside of themselves what is inside of themselves. I see so many people who struggle with communication and expressing themselves. It's like they are trapped in their own bodies cell. When I see someone struggling like that, I try to help out. Writing is the only way I can really express myself. So, I take full advantage of that. I encourage everyone to find something that let's the get out into the world what is inside of themselves. It's a very freeing gift. I believe we all have our own unique way of doing that. :)

    Good god man, from your description you've reached the orgasmic apex!
    Anyone interested in spiritual orgasmic experience would be wise to read about his amazing journey.

    Thank you so much for sharing!



    The_Bishop, I've probably went over your post more than some of the others, not because it is short, but because it provokes the most thought. Immediately after I had that experience, as wonderful as it was, I got to thinking, what can I do now to push the boundaries? I had such a total orgasm, is this all I can achieve? Then I recall reading about e-stim and the soft touch pads being used with the aneros. The I got to thinking that perhaps the orgasm is like a drug. Once that ultimate high is hit, a person keeps try to get back to that point. Then I got to thinking (see how much you got me thinking?) that what if I did use e-stim with the aneros and got a better orgams (if that's even possible), what would happen to my girlfriend? I wouldn't want to be with her as much because my orgasms wouldn't be as strong. Then I got to thinking, sex isn't about the orgasm (at least in part); it's about sharing myself fully with my partner. But at first I treated sex like it was all about the orgasm. I wanted to cum so bad so I could cum again. I would get my partner to cum as quickly as me so we could both cum more. So, I do hope that this is not the sexual apex, and I also hope that I can share this sort of feeling with my partner. It is certainly and exciting and interesting journey!

  • The_Bishop, I've probably went over your post more than some of the others, not because it is short, but because it provokes the most thought. Immediately after I had that experience, as wonderful as it was, I got to thinking, what can I do now to push the boundaries? I had such a total orgasm, is this all I can achieve? Then I recall reading about e-stim and the soft touch pads being used with the aneros. The I got to thinking that perhaps the orgasm is like a drug. Once that ultimate high is hit, a person keeps try to get back to that point. Then I got to thinking (see how much you got me thinking?) that what if I did use e-stim with the aneros and got a better orgams (if that's even possible), what would happen to my girlfriend? I wouldn't want to be with her as much because my orgasms wouldn't be as strong. Then I got to thinking, sex isn't about the orgasm (at least in part); it's about sharing myself fully with my partner. But at first I treated sex like it was all about the orgasm. I wanted to cum so bad so I could cum again. I would get my partner to cum as quickly as me so we could both cum more. So, I do hope that this is not the sexual apex, and I also hope that I can share this sort of feeling with my partner. It is certainly and exciting and interesting journey!



    Well, I hope it is NOT your orgasmic apex either! :)
    It is funny that you mention the realization that the orgasm should not be a goal, that sex is a time to share yourself with your partner, I have actually very recently come upon that realization myself. Holding off orgasm (or not orgasming at all) for me makes for much better sex. Once you put the goal of orgasm out of your mind completely you can last indefinitely and really enjoy the exploration with your partner. I wonder why it took me so long to figure this out?! :roll:
  • Well, I hope it is NOT your orgasmic apex either!
    It is funny that you mention the realization that the orgasm should not be a goal, that sex is a time to share yourself with your partner, I have actually very recently come upon that realization myself. Holding off orgasm (or not orgasming at all) for me makes for much better sex. Once you put the goal of orgasm out of your mind completely you can last indefinitely and really enjoy the exploration with your partner. I wonder why it took me so long to figure this out?!



    I have a feeling that a lot of people miss out on this concept because it's not taught as a value anymore. Songs on pop radio promote promiscuity and cheating on ones partner. A bombardment of ads and commercials play on the weakness of each gender, beauty for women and penis size for men. Web sites dedicated to porn, and the porn industry in general, don't want to promote intimacy. It's bad for business. Being monogamous is bad for business. They want people to get used to the quick fix to try and get it again. That's my opinion, not fact. But, I believe that the more people become dependent on visual aids, such as porn, and other factors for their source of pleasure, they forget that a true human to human connection is much more enjoyable on the whole. That is my concern with the Aneros. It is such a great device that gives an overwhelming sensation that I don't want to rely on that more than the connection I share with my partner.

    For example, I bought her, my girlfriend, a rabbit vibe a few years ago. It was the first one she ever had. I bought it so that I could see her in a total orgasmic state. It worked! Maybe a little too well. After a few weeks we kinda stopped having sex. I asked her why she wasn't in the mood. She said that she had used her rabbit 8 times that day. So, instead of having sex I watched her masturbate with the rabbit for the 9th time that day. I enjoyed the show, but my point is illustrated. Eventually the rabbit just broke. We started having sex again. I offered to buy her another one. So, don't think that I broke it intentionally. I think she just flat out wore it down. She said she didn't want another one because she didn't want to over use it. All in all, I think I've used my Eupho only about 8 times since I got it about two months ago. Same reason really. I use my Eupho when I really need to let loose and relax. It's like mediation to me because I really have to relax for it to work properly.

    Wanting to share this feeling of bliss and release is why I am contacting artform, or anyone else who knows, about partner's sharing energy and energy transfer. I want her to feel what I'm feeling and vice versa. I really want to look into tantric sex and such. I wish sometimes her soul and mine was connected so I could understand her better. I'm sure she feels the same way too. Imagine how many miscommunications and arguments could be avoided if both partners understood each other fully. That is my next goal, understanding my personal self and energy relation to all those around me. Sound out there? A little. Certainly sounds new age, but I don' think it really is. I think thoughts of energy connection and the like have been around for a long time in various forms.
  • rikaaim said:

    Well, I hope it is NOT your orgasmic apex either!
    It is funny that you mention the realization that the orgasm should not be a goal, that sex is a time to share yourself with your partner, I have actually very recently come upon that realization myself. Holding off orgasm (or not orgasming at all) for me makes for much better sex. Once you put the goal of orgasm out of your mind completely you can last indefinitely and really enjoy the exploration with your partner. I wonder why it took me so long to figure this out?!



    I have a feeling that a lot of people miss out on this concept because it's not taught as a value anymore. Songs on pop radio promote promiscuity and cheating on ones partner. A bombardment of ads and commercials play on the weakness of each gender, beauty for women and penis size for men. Web sites dedicated to porn, and the porn industry in general, don't want to promote intimacy. It's bad for business. Being monogamous is bad for business. They want people to get used to the quick fix to try and get it again. That's my opinion, not fact. But, I believe that the more people become dependent on visual aids, such as porn, and other factors for their source of pleasure, they forget that a true human to human connection is much more enjoyable on the whole. That is my concern with the Aneros. It is such a great device that gives an overwhelming sensation that I don't want to rely on that more than the connection I share with my partner.

    For example, I bought her, my girlfriend, a rabbit vibe a few years ago. It was the first one she ever had. I bought it so that I could see her in a total orgasmic state. It worked! Maybe a little too well. After a few weeks we kinda stopped having sex. I asked her why she wasn't in the mood. She said that she had used her rabbit 8 times that day. So, instead of having sex I watched her masturbate with the rabbit for the 9th time that day. I enjoyed the show, but my point is illustrated. Eventually the rabbit just broke. We started having sex again. I offered to buy her another one. So, don't think that I broke it intentionally. I think she just flat out wore it down. She said she didn't want another one because she didn't want to over use it. All in all, I think I've used my Eupho only about 8 times since I got it about two months ago. Same reason really. I use my Eupho when I really need to let loose and relax. It's like mediation to me because I really have to relax for it to work properly.

    Wanting to share this feeling of bliss and release is why I am contacting artform, or anyone else who knows, about partner's sharing energy and energy transfer. I want her to feel what I'm feeling and vice versa. I really want to look into tantric sex and such. I wish sometimes her soul and mine was connected so I could understand her better. I'm sure she feels the same way too. Imagine how many miscommunications and arguments could be avoided if both partners understood each other fully. That is my next goal, understanding my personal self and energy relation to all those around me. Sound out there? A little. Certainly sounds new age, but I don' think it really is. I think thoughts of energy connection and the like have been around for a long time in various forms.


    She wore out TWO vibrators?!?!
    WOW!
    No lack of sexual interest there. :wink: My problem has been as long as I can remember is fitting intimate relations with my girlfriend into a daily schedule. Mow the grass. Check. Take out the garbage. Check. Sex with girlfriend. Check. It is so mechanical and lacking in imagination. I take one of the most wonderful things in life and reduce it to a chore that must be completed. I have made a very conscious effort not to get caught up in the fast paced modern lifestyle, it but seems I have been afflicted just like everyone else and not even noticed it. Only recently I have made a concerted effort to step out of this mindset and get lost in the intimacy with my partner.
  • Let me make a slight clarification. She broke the one that I bought her, I offered to buy a replacement, she declined the replacement. However, we have had several other vibes come and go. We are currently looking into purchasing the Share, by Fun Factory.

    I know exactly what you mean about a time crunch. Ugh...we barely have time for sex right now! School and work keep us very busy. However, I find that sharing time with my partner, and enjoying it more thoroughly, has become easier since the Aneros. Why? Simply because I have to learn to relax, slow down, and enjoy all the subtleties the Eupho has to offer. It's become the same with my girlfriend. Sometimes we got at it fast, rough, and intense. Sometimes it's more slow, intimate, caressing, loving. Either way, even when we use our fetish toys and bondage, we take time to be with each other fully.

    The Eupho is great at getting to know the bodies own sense of pleasure. Everyone mentions rewiring. I think in a way once the mind is rewired to accept pleasure in a new form, that same time of mental rewiring can be applied to many aspects of life. Though, in the case of Aneros, the rewiring is also a physical one of the body opening up to the pleasures it might not otherwise experience.
  • RipTheJacker
    Posts: 240
    [QUOTE=rikaaim;83135]I just had the most wonderful experience. I finished about a two hour session just a few minutes ago. I'm still kind of out of it. It's almost as if I'm half here, the world in which I type and function in the ways that I am required to, and a world that I just discovered, where everyone seemed connected and focused on the same goals of harmony, pleasure, love, connection. To back track and start from the beginning, or behind as the session actually started (forgive the bum pun), I just wanted to take a nap with my Eupho inserted to get a general feeling of relaxing and letting my body naturally contract with the Eupho inside of itself. In this regard I feel it necessary to say "my body" because I have mentally been forcing contractions the first sessions. While great in and of themselves, it was not my bodies desire to move the Eupho in that sense, it was my own will. The point of my taking a nap was to put my will aside and let my body show me what I've been missing.

    The results were astounding ...

    What I’ve learned from this session is not that the Eupho can give me literally mind blowing orgasms, but that I should endeavor to connect to those around me. The love that I felt is real. So is the energy that everyone possesses. When I have sex with my partner, it will no longer be me trying to manipulate pleasure with vibrators or other devices. Sex will no longer be about me quickly pounding my partner to bring us both to mutual orgasms in a near instant. For the longest time, I thought that if I had a quick orgasm, I could have another one sooner, and thus try to stay in that orgasmic frame. I learned today that the opposite is true. Letting go, enjoying the ride, and not caring about the orgasm brings about the greatest orgasm and feelings of them all.

    rikaaim - i just read this post of yours for the first time ...

    it paints a masterful picture and invites images of truth and beauty

    ... yer final sentence is indeed the key to not only great sex ... but to life itself

    thanks for posting

    - rip
  • ten_s_nutten_s_nut
    Posts: 817
    Great post, Rika!

    I very much enjoyed your "trip." I'm glad to hear that someone else has intensely hallucinogenic Aneros Super-Os. They are so mind-warping for me that I tend to abort sessions rather than go there, but occasionally I let 'em rip.

    You mentioned that you and your lady are thinking of buying a Fun Factory Share. My wife and I have been playing with one for about 2 weeks. It's been awesome for me, but not so great for her as she needs clitoral stim to orgasm and the Share does not provide it.

    Best Regards,

    Dave