Last night I became a believer, did I cross into 'New Territory'?

Forgive me, but this is going to be a lengthy post because last night, something incredible happened and I am feeling a lot of mixed emotions. Please bare with me and listen to my story:

Last night, after a long day at work and a few drinks with friends, I arrived home at about 11pm. I was feeling a little frisky so I figured I would masturbate. I relaxed and smoked a bowl like I usually do when I'm going to masturbate. I started doing the norm, pulled my penis out, and went online to look at some porn. While browsing through the gif section of 4chan I found a post about auditory hypnosis leading to hands free orgasm. I was intrigued and decided to give it a shot. Now before I get into the details of what this audio did for me, I want to preface it with the fact that I do not own an Aneros. I have lurked the forums before, but was skeptical in dropping so much money into what seemed like had the potential to be me chasing a mythical orgasm for 6 months to a year. I have however, tried prostate stimulation before with household things that I had lying around (a hard squash vegetable I had was a pretty good substitution). I had no luck with them. I found it hard to relax and control my breathing with something shoved into my ass. So I decided to do this audio hypnosis with nothing, no aneros, and no penile/prostate stimulation. What happened next I almost still can't believe.


I encourage you to listen to it to really get the full effect of my story. I tried to lay as still as possible while this women brought me into what I can only describe as a 'trance'. part 1, part 2. (The audio file I had was both parts in one file, but youtube breaks them up.)


So I undress to my underwear, shut the lights, get into bed and start the audio with earbuds (I was already feeling pretty relaxed at this point). A woman's voice starts talking to me, her voice was soft and rather soothing. She is telling me to listen to her, to forget all my problems in my conscious life and let my subconscious take me to a place that I "perhaps have been before, maybe only a few times, or perhaps never at all." I was intrigued, so I decided to really listen to her. She spoke for a while about complete relaxation, waves of energy washing over me, and kept telling me that my conscious mind will try to wander, but that she had a hold on my subconscious, and If I really wanted I could take this journey with her. After a while, I really started to believe her.
About 15 mins in(?) or so, we start counting down. At this point I was feeling extremely relaxed. My arms and legs felt like dead meat attached to my body as they rose and sank on my stomach from my deep breathing. We count from 5 - I feel myself almost physically sinking into my own body, almost like I was drifting away from my physical form. 4 - My skin becomes extremely sensitive and I can feel the pulse of my heartbeat tremor throughout most of my body. 3 - The tingling sensation grows and my conscious mind becomes a little nervous for what's to come. I know for a fact that these next few seconds could change everything I knew about my body. 2 - I feel waves of energy throughout my entire body, while it felt amazingly relaxing, it didn't exactly feel sexually stimulating. 1 - This was it. The audio changes dramatically, the white noise turns into what I almost would describe as trying to listen to somebody talk underwater, the tone on the voice changes too, and my eyes, having been closed this entire time, shoot open involuntarily. The voice continues and welcomes me to this new "place" and explains to me that she will show me what it feels like for a woman to have an orgasm. She also tells me, that for this exercise, I am not just imagining myself as a woman, I am a woman. Now my eyes are open, but I don't feel normal. I can see that I am still in my room, but somehow, at the same time, I wasn't. At this point I am feeling mixed emotions, I am incredibly relaxed and incredibly excited. The waves of energy I am feeling intensify as the voice begins to describe to me what a women feels when she is orgasming. This is when things got real, I was actually beginning to feel these waves of energy move towards my groin. Everything she describes about the female orgasm, I was beginning to feel. The pressure in my groin grew even stronger and my skin even more sensitive. The voice tells me that my lover kisses the back of my neck, and my back actually arches. The voice tells me to spread my legs, and I swear to god I actually do it. I feel like my conscious mind knew what I was doing, but I was giving into this experience fully because it's nothing like I have ever felt before. She tells me that my lover is making their way down to my pussy and they begin pleasuring it. At this point I can feel each breath I take radiate over my entire body. It almost feels like waves of tiny needles brushing across every inch of my body. I could actually feel the air I was breathing pass over my skin with such tingling pleasure, and the pressure in my groin grows greater as well.
At this point I was really into it. She goes on about how it a woman's orgasm feels and I feel everything she tells me to. I begin writhing in by bed sheets. My pelvis beings the thrust down into my bed as If I actually had a pussy and was on the verge of an orgasm. I feel waves of energy crashing into my groin over and over again. My back arches and I start moaning. Things eventually start to calm down as the audio starts to wrap up. The voice tells me that I can feel this again, and that every time I come back to this 'place' it will be easier and easier.
She counts down again from 10 and describes how I can start to gain control of my muscles again, and of course, I do. She tells me that when we reach zero I will wake up with full knowledge of our session and that the next time I come to this 'place' it will be much easier and I will feel so much more. She counts down and I slowly feel my arms moving upward. This was not a conscious decision, I almost felt like a puppet on a string. I gain more and more control of my muscles and my conscious mind begins to come back to me. The audio ends and I lay in my bed for a bit. I then get up and try to gain my composure and process what kind of black magic I was just a part of. I go to the bathroom and my knees are literally shaking as if they can not support my weight. I feel incredible.
While gaining my composure I think back to everything I read about the Aneros and the super O. I feel like this is what people mean when they say they cross into new territory. I have been there now, and I want to go back. As I am reflecting on what just happened to me, I get excited when I think about how good it would have felt to have something in my ass stimulating my prostate during this whole process.

If you are still reading, I thank you for listening to my story. Did I achieve something last night? Am I on the right path to achieving a hands free orgasm? I really want to get the Aneros helix and give this another go. Does what I described to you sound like I could be on the right track to someday experiencing a super O?