• what was this?

    Was this a possible out of body experience?

    I spent the day surrounded by my Imperial cock ring. I have gotten so used to wearing it that I forget it's even there. I also wore my Master around my balls feeling the wonderful tug every time I would walk. There is something about the feeling of all that weight pulling and swinging between my legs, the tingling it creates pulling on the muscles and tubes, hell I'm getting hard thinking about it writing this a day later.

    I got myself setup before bed with Large. I got in bed on my right side with the lower leg straight and upper leg drawn up, adjusted the twins to let them hang freely than started hugging a pillow. Gently I flexed and fell into a a bit of a trance feeling each subtle movement when everything fell into place. I could feel my pulse in my anus and my prostate was throbbing in sync. I could feel the tip gliding over what felt like a bump with each movement, and each ride up and down this bump increased the pleasure. I slowed my flexing when the pleasure reached a good level to allow my body to take over. Every beat of my heart would cause large to move and tickle me in this one special spot. For 1.5 hours I rode wave after wave of orgasms. As each peak would start to wane I would flex a few times to bring it back up, I was in an endless loop of pleasure. If it wasn't for the fact that my shoulder was starting to get sore from the position I was in I think I might still be riding this wave of pleasure.

    Reluctantly to give my shoulder a brake I flipped onto my back. I wasn't ready to end the session yet so I started to stimulate my sweet spot. When I reached down I found the spot was swelled so much it felt just like an engorged clit poking out of my perineum. I started rubbing so slowly at first and the tingling of orgasm climbed so fast I was almost on the verge of passing out but worked to relax more into the sensations. As I increased the speed at which I was rubbing, the intensity continued to increase and rode this orgasm for 30 more minutes. just before it ended I think I felt what can only be described as a body disconnect. I could no longer feel the bed beneath me and I was unsure if I was still moving my finger over my newly found clit. I had reached a point of imagination where I was a woman enjoying all the pleasure that my clitoris was created for. As the intensity started to level off I got a sense of lifting or weightlessness, the same type of feeling one gets when going over the top on a roller coaster. I don't remember what I was thinking or doing at that moment but wasn't long after when it came to an end.

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  • subtleties of prostate stimulation

    New tools teaching me the intricacies and subtleties.

    In my last blog post I mentioned getting some new pleasure tools. I have been having lots of fun with the Njoy large plug. this thing just sits on my prostate giving me the pressure I require without interaction since I'm a do nothing guy (but that is now changing because of these new tools) inducing some wonderful feeling orgasms. These 'o's are different but also the same from the ones I experienced from using an aneros product. I also love the fact that I can join in the am and go about my day feeling a constant stimulation of my anal canal and lower prostate area, gets me and keeps me aroused almost the entire time I'm moving.

    I think the biggest take back is since these new tools are so unforgiving on the body if used to aggressively, I am really starting to become more mindful of the subtlety of prostate massage. When using any of my lovers and doing clenching (kegels or some type of muscular interaction) I would get overzealous without even knowing it thus chasing away the pleasure I was seeking because I had no feed back if you will, I couldn't feel it moving inside me until an orgasm had started. Using the new tools force me to pay more attention to what and when I actively do something since I got overzealous one time using the Pfun and became fairly sore. The large seems to return a light feed back to me letting me learn the light touch required.

    If I want to get my work out, I will flip the large to point to my spine to prevent kegels or isolation training from driving the head into my prostate causing any pain or soreness.

    last night after work (just after midnight actually) I decided to try joining up with the Pfun again after my shower. Oh my! This new learning is working. I got into a soothing rhythm and relaxation when the tingling started to touch my entire body. I could feel this thing slowly moving into me deeper and nestling into place where it should be without pain or discomfort, something I previously was unable to do. I reached around and found it to be buried down to the handle fully, kissing my prostate so smoothly and gently. I was ever so slightly flexing my sphincter causing the tool to rise and fall. I could feel the head gliding along the length of my prostate, feeling like it was going from the very bottom to the top. I became so incredibly mindful of this that I started to also sense the internal muscles kneading the body of the tool deep within. after about 15 minutes I stopped moving and was pleasantly surprised to feel my body continue to move this super heavy tool compared to an aneros tool. My cock started to swell, than my prostate and the wonderful tingle surged in strength. The orgasm didn't last long but it was wonderful and calming.

    I decided to take a ride this afternoon with the large. I joined up before going out to do my errands and spent several hours enjoying the tapping and swiping against my prostate while walking. When she went to take her daily nap I got on the couch and started to meditate and quickly fell into that mindful point where I could feel the big bulbous head pressing and sliding within me and was given 3 or 4 orgasms in about 30 minutes. I say 3 or 4 because I'm unsure if it was a pause or a valley between peaks. This was wonderful not because I got to the orgasm level but the fact that it was in the afternoon and not in the bed.

    So after about 12 hours of being joined with Large I crawled into bed and started my meditation and rhythm. With in about 5 minutes I was riding a full body, low level tingling, calm seas orgasm for an unknown amount of time. I could feel it moving ever so gently within me, I found it to be quite calming, feeling like being in a raft floating up and down over the smooth waves.

    I haven't abandoned the aneros products, I still use them but I think these new tools are a good addition to the stable of lovers I join with.

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  • new toys

    New toys in my box.

    I've been finding my sessions in the last few weeks to be lacking something. I'm unsure if it is related to the fact that I have a new job or the fact that I'm now working 2nd shift. On the flip side of this I now have a few hours of "ME TIME" that doesn't involve just being in the shower.
    Now don't get me wrong, I've not had just duds, although there has been some, but for the most part my sessions have been just lack luster. Perhaps it's the fact that since I now have me time time I'm pushing myself to reach the previously acquired pinical levels, or the fact that I'm not used to having me time and I'm unable to let go?, or maybe my body is still getting used to a new normal.

    Lately during my sessions I've been spending more time being active performing clenching (kegels) trying to increase sensations even though it never got me very far in the beginning, thus I adopted the do nothing approach that has given me several super o's. So in review of these findings I feel that I need more pressure on my prostate but still retain the do nothing approach. So I purchased the NJOY Pfun Plug. I have used this a hand full of times. What a wonderful piece of kit this is. So smooth and shiny, and incredibly heavy. The first time I went to join with this I was concerned I would have problems getting it in as it is larger than the progasm jr, but because of the shape it slid in so easily. I absolutely adore the cold of the steel at room temp once fully inserted. But all this comes at a price. Because the shaft is not a rapid taper and the fact that it is 3/4# in weight, this thing is almost impossible to keep in when standing. Now to the meaty part.

    Did I get an orgasm from it? Yes and no. Because of the extreme weight and aggressive bend no clenching required as it lays heavily on the prostate when your body is properly positioned. This is perfect for me when doing nothing but breathing. I obtained some wonderful sensations, some light headedness, and few erections with light localized groin tingling but no full body sensations. I also tried doing some clenching in other sessions, but because of the aggressive nature and the fact that it it made of unforgiving stainless it didn't take long before I was quite sore. I also find that when it is fully inserted that it is hitting extremely high on my prostate so that might also be a cause of the light responses or just the fact that it is a new sensation I'm not accustom to as of yet. I tried a few more times in both a sitting position and side saddle. sitting was OK, but side saddle was tough because it just kept wanting to slide out. I think I may hold off on this one for a while till I'm a lot more adept at prostate o's.

    So time to try something else. I than purchased the NJOY Fun plug large, and 2 new cock rings, the master series in 1 3/4" to use as a ball stretcher as I am constantly high and tight along with the imperial series in 2 1/8" as I wanted more substance surrounding my cock. I waited impatiently for my new products.

    I have no words to describe these new pleasure tools, pictures do them no justice. Let me just say that there is nothing like having almost a pound of shiny, mirror finish stainless adorning your cock. Once I got them on the tug of 8oz pulling my balls down away from my body and another 6 or 7 oz surrounding all of me also tugging away I started to ooze precum like a faucet, never done that before even when having a session except for once. I than opened the box for the new plug, damn it's big and heavy and ultra sexy looking! Again the shiny mirror finish, god it turns me on so much! There is no way this thing is ever going to fit I thought as it is more than three fingers large. I gave it 3 drops of silicone lube and gave the lightest amount of pressure and It slid in so easily and nestled against my prostate so nicely, plus because of the design, a large bulbous head and slim neck it didn't try to escape even though it weighs the same as the Pfun plug at 11oz. I could feel every step of that big bulbous head tapping and rubbing my prostate, exciting me ever so gently.

    The first actual session I had using this new tool, within 5 minutes of joining, I was on the cusp of a full body orgasm multiple times but I was just unable to fully let go because of the excitement of something new.

    I have used this a few times now and for me all I can say is I'm in love. Once joined it feels so natural, even with the great amount of weight, I forget about it being there till I move and get that tap tap, Hi there, want to play? I do! Than a tingling starts in my anus and prostate.
    I am surprised that it doesn't feel more filling though based in the fact that it is 1.5" around, but that's OK with me, the large size wasn't one of the reasons for getting it, more the length as it was shorter than the Pfun and about the same as the helix.

    One wonderful side benefit is when doing kegels. When relaxed the weight stretches the muscles helping to prevent tension, and also because of the weight there is now actual resistance training when clenching. Because of that I'm starting to really feel and isolate the different muscle groups. I'm hoping this will allow me better control manipulating other tools.

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  • Some new firsts since last entry

    Some updates since my last post a long time ago.

    4/18 I reached my first nipple stimulation only orgasm.

    So I started my new job this week (starting on days for training) and knew I really shouldn't have any over night sessions just to ensure I made it to work on time but I craved the sensations of having my prostate massaged.
    So what is a guy to do? I joined up with Miss MGX around 7 each night and released her embrace after my shower. I would do kegels multiple times, 6-10 rounds with each time doing 200+ clenches. Each time my lover gave me multiple orgasm that were slightly different than the ones we had when in bed but orgasms none the less. I still reached the points of my cock getting extremely hard and throbby with the occasional pulsing of my cock root similar to ejaculating while straining within my cock rings, my balls tingling, some new sensations of the seminal vesicles (vasdefference I think it is) tingling while rubbing/pressed against the cock ring when swelled , my head getting light and swirly, but not much in the way of full body tingling because I wasn't able to fully relax and embrace all the sensations. While in the shower I would stroke ever so slowly raising the pleasure level even higher in an attempt to reach that coveted "dry" ejaculation level. Each time I do this I am starting to leak a little more precum but still not at the point of reaching a dry o.
    On Thursday I decided to skip a day as I knew I was going to have an over nighter on Friday. So I did my edging in the shower. So there I was, laying in bed horny as all get out since I have been on a SR trip for several weeks now, once in bed I rubbed the head of my cock right at the corona with my thumb and my finger resting at the frenulum point. I could feel the sensations starting to rise. Up to this point I was totally soft. I kept the stimulation constant and steady when my prostate suddenly started to throb and my cock began to engorge. the more I swelled the more my prostate throbbed. Once I was fully engorged and straining within the cock ring the pleasurable sensation broke, I spasmed about 10 times while keeping my pc muscles relaxed, my cock twitching between my finger and thumb. I was given my first full dry o. I laid still for several minutes as my cock slowly went down, but I wanted more. I rolled over onto my left side and got in position as if I was joined with one of my lovers, I took my right hand and started to flick my left nipple that was still stiff from the stimulation moments ago. The more I flicked the more the tingling increased. I reached a point where I could feel my prostate start to swell than my cock started to engorge again straining against the cock ring. Moments later my head started to swim, my balls started to tingle than my cock began throbbing, my body had just started to tingle. Without warning I could feel my cock twitching with the same sensations I just felt when I had my dry o but only lasted a brief moment before dissipating and all pleasurable sensations stopped.
    Wow is all I can say at this point.

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  • latest encounter with Miss Helix

    So I got my new cock ring in. That 1/8" in diameter made all the difference. It is still small enough to keep my cock chubbed up some, my balls pushed up and out for a wonderful presentation but large enough to keep from getting cock locked when fully engorged and still helps to maintain that throbbing sensation. A side benefit I found is when I stack them the new one pushes out the smaller one enough to also keep from getting cock locked. I adore the way it feels. They are so comfortable that I forget I'm wearing them till I see, read or think of something that excites me and my cock comes to life with a wonderful tingle as the rings tug on the skin of my perineum when my cock grows. I can see myself wearing these all the time but most likely won't wear stacked as the pleasurable sensation can be distracting and I must pay attention at my new job.

    4/12 I met up with an old friend last night. I spent some quality time with Miss Helix. She was the first to give me a super O but hasn't wanted to play with me in quite some time from lifes issues, but since having mostly gotten away from the stress I wanted to try to reignite our passion . We joined up around 10:45p. I crawled into bed getting on my left side around 11:15 to reacquaint our self's. I relaxed and cleared my head, waiting for the slightest tingle, an indication she still desired me, still wanted to pleasure me. Sometime around midnight she started to wispier to me and tickle me in all the right places. I could feel her moving slowly but rhythmically with each breath. I started to succumb to her. As the minutes passed I could feel her working that magic like only she can. The level of pleasure was rising so slowly that I didn't realize how high she was taking me, my head feeling light. My arms felt like whey were floating in mid air even though they were between the pillow and mattress. With the faintest whisper I thought I heard something but couldn't make it out. The next thing I knew I felt like I was floating above the bed, swinging back and forth, my head swirling around like I had way to much to drink. I could feel my lover gliding within me, making love to me, lifting the level of pleasure higher before slowing to give me a few minutes to come back to reality. A few moments later she lifted me back up into that weightless level or orgasmic bliss. She performed this dance with me at least 4 times and each time I could swear I was hearing someone whispering but couldn't make out the words. Perhaps I was hallucinating from the orgasmic stimulation. Last time I caught a glance of the clock was 2 something.

    I don't remember drifting off to sleep but I remember waking at 3 something on my back with my cock straining and throbbing within my new cock ring. I reached down and slowly started to stroke myself. With each pull up I could feel Miss Helix press into my perineum and each push down her head would press into my prostate. After several minutes of stroking myself I could feel my prostate start to swell. I rolled back over onto my left side and relaxed into the bed. I felt my anus relax releasing it's tight grip and Miss helix slowly started to move again with each breath I took. She worked her magic ever so slowly, again I didn't even feel myself start to become weightless till I felt my head start to spin. My legs had the sensations of being stretched out even though I knew they were bent at a 90 degree with my feet intertwined together. I than noticed my anus starting to tingle like little electric shocks in different places all around the shaft of Miss Helix. My cock and balls still straining against the cock ring started to pulsate in time with my heart beat, orgasmic tingling starting to build in my shaft. It seemed like my scalp was beginning tingling when I felt the distinct sensations of ejaculating deep within my body. Spasms below my navel, unrelenting pleasure. I don't know how long I was lingering in this state of orgasm but my mind which was blank up to this point started to flash into things I didn't want to see. Each time I tried to push these images away and out of my mind to just feel the sensations, the pleasure of oneness with myself, the orgasm would start to wane. Again it happened, images I wanted to forget, again the pleasurable sensations waned more. once I started to acknowledge the pain and resentment associated with each image the orgasm would build back up. Before I knew it, it was after 4. I was mentally and physically exhausted. Is this part of the Kundalini being freed? rising? The spirituality that has been talked about? In what felt like minutes the alarm was going off at 7.

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  • Long time since my last entry

    Been a very long time since my last entry. Some really good some really bad.

    I have been going through lots of stress at work for the last 2 months so my sessions have been lacking explosiveness and full body involvement for the most part but felt good none the less. It didn't matter if I was joined with Miss Helix, her best friend Miss Mgx or my boy Progasm Jr. I did take some solace in feeling Jr snuggled up against me, filling me and sometimes making slow love to me even if there was not much in the way of pleasurable sensations. Miss Helix didn't really want to play in my current state but Miss mgx tried like hell to make me feel better.

    I ended up loosing my job 2 weeks ago and had to get another but once this happened almost all the stress I had been under dissipated. A few days later after loosing my job I joined up with Jr, he gave me a night full of wonderful full body orgasms for several hours. My head swimming in bliss, my body tingling like a vibrator and my cock straining for release that never happened even though it felt like I had cum a gallon but not a drop came out. I was relived to return back to this place of intense pleasure that I hadn't been able to reach for what seemed like decades.

    Earlier this week I got back together w/ Miss Mgx, she & I have been spending more time together the past several weeks. This night she wanted to party and wasn't going to take NO for an answer! After some small talk and a bit of banter she literally rode me for 1.5 hours. I ultimately ended up having to take her home as she wouldn't let me go to sleep. Just one more orgasm she kept whispering, let me give you just one more orgasm. Every time she slowed down her thrusting into me she reached up and tickled my prostate again lifting me back into oblivion. She was literally gliding in and out so slowly, thrusting every second, I could feel my insides moving in concert. I have not felt things like this or been ridden like this before. My body was making mad passionate love to me like a lost lover reconnected. Slow and sensual she was reaching all the deep untouched places, freely giving pleasure without expecting any in return. I didn't want it to come to an end but I knew I had things to do in the morning so with great reluctance I dismounted from her. I felt empty and longing for more.

    Well I finally made the decision to get a nice shiny bit of bling for myself. I purchased a gear essentials titan .4" x 2" polished cock ring. I have been using a 1 7/8" nitrile cock ring for a while and really like it but found after extended wear it was starting to dig in leaving marks so I jumped ship to join the big boys. I up sized knowing the width would make a difference. I was so excited to get it I cleaned up all around making my cock & balls baby butt smooth It made me look so sexy, my cock proudly standing out, my balls, taint and anus smooth and lickable. I opened the mailing box and was presented with a really nice round tin with the company emblem on the cover. The inside of the tin is foam lined to prevent damage to the surface of the ring. There presented before me was this classically elegant, simple, highly mirror polished stainless steel ring that is about 3/8" wide. I immediately went to put it on giving it a quick wash first. Having had lots of practice already I slipped into my new bling in about 15 seconds if that long. Once on and positioned to my liking and thinking how sexy it looked in the mirror I got this raging hard on that strained against the cold steel ring surrounding me. Moments later my prostate started to buzz and my anus started to pulse in/out begging, no screaming for me to join with one of my lovers but alas I couldn't as I had things to do. Perhaps tomorrow? ;>)

    I figured since I had up sized I should be fine for a wear over night, but I was wrong. I was woken up around 4 something to a screaming hard on begging for attention so I stroked a bit like I had done several times before when wearing my other cock ring, however Jack wanted more. He wouldn't go back to sleep so I did the only thing I could think of, and no I didn't rub one out, I have been on a sr hold for a few weeks now (my balls ache so bad wanting release but I keep refusing and damn I think they keep getting bigger) I grabbed hold of Jack and slowly pushed him down towards my ass while relaxing giving him no choice but to deflate so I could remove my ring. Once the ring was off Jack sprang back to life in full glory, just as hard and achy begging for attention but I was now able to ignore him as I was no longer concerned about being cock locked. I never had that happen with the smaller nitrile ring that I know has some stretch to it but not that much. So in saying that I think I am going to get another one of the titans, the .2" x 2 1/8" that extra size should keep me from getting locked and allow me to wear all the time, plus I can stack the .4" in front during the day for that little extra something since I like to wear my cock rings high & tight to my body. I really enjoy the feel of wearing my cock rings, having my package pushed up and out for display. I think it looks so hot seeing it in the mirror, that shiny piece of jewelry displaying my pride and joy much like a necklace or bracelet given to a lover. Maybe my wife will see it some day, if she ever decides to want to do something, same with my other lovers but till that day I will keep enjoying my own personal pleasure team.

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  • A new level

    Spent about 30 minutes in a-less land last night 2/19. I went to bed fully intending to go to sleep but decided to do some deep massage, got some wonderful sensations. Moved on to massaging my frenulum and those sensations dropped straight into my prostate, was on the verge of a dry-o that never came but felt wonderful. rolled over onto my left side and locked my feet like doing a session when all hell broke loose. Waves of pleasure flowed over me like I was joined with one of my lovers. I'm sitting on the couch writing this and can feel all these wonderful sensations starting again.

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  • been a bit

    Been a bit since last entry.

    So a few weeks ago I had a strange session where I got super bad heart burn, long of the short is ended up 'pushing the energy down' (see post "first time for everything") once I did that the heart burn went away like it didn't exist but along with it any sensations in every session after. So I put things away for a bit and went back old school. Without getting into great details I started to feel intermittent unasked for sensations again, beginnings to a-less orgasm starting to ignite. It was like my prostate was asking "what about me? HELLO! I thought we were friends, where'd you go?" I gave it a few more days to make sure it wasn't just my mind playing tricks on me, and each day I had the slow quiet ignition. That weekend I joined w/ JR while in the shower. I also happened to do something I don't normally do, I slowly edged feeling JR rubbing and tickling, staying fully relaxed, enjoying all he offered me. I just let this go and started to ooze cum, felt so relaxing. JR was taking care of me so gently, working over my prostate so slowly, I literally got a hand full of cum (I don't know why I caught it but I did) and I had ejaculated 2 days before and got next to nothing. I finished my shower but instead of dismounting I decided to stay joined w/ JR (I have masturbated when joined w/ Miss MGX on purpose 2 times before but always dismounted after). He gave me several lovely orgasms during that session, that's all I can say, I should have wrote it down.

    Had another session mid week, I don't remember much of that one, other than it felt good. Another one I should have wrote down, oh well.

    Last night 2/16 was extra good. It was also the first time "I" ended a night session in quite some time instead of going to sleep exhausted (more like passing out actually) mid session not knowing when it ended. My session started the same as always. Shower, prep, join, sit for a bit on couch or at computer than go to bed.
    I normally start on my left side, knees drawn up and feet interlocked than 'do nothing and letting my guts fall out' (read that in a post somewhere and it just clicked, don't remember who's post it was though). I slow my breathing making each inhale expand my belly fully and exhale making my belly sink in. With each breath I start to relax and sink into the bed. As I relax my body I also release any tension in my anal/pc muscles as well, no trying to hold things in, let it all go. One would think the tool would just slowly slide out but somehow it stays locked in, I think this is where the 'let my guts fall out' came from. At this point I let my mind wander where it will. I finally get to a point where I start to feel the pleasure tool I'm joined with moving in/out with each breath as my organs try to push out my bottom and get pulled back in by the muscles. I could feel the tingling starting to build as my prostate slowly swells rubbing harder against the tool. Little quick sharp points of pleasure zapping my anal ring, the feeling of my pulse in my rectal canal and anal ring, than the feeling of my body starting to buzz forth in a surge. The feelings building and spreading down my legs, up my torso out to my fingers. My head getting light and buzzy, the same feeling as drinking alcohol and feeling fine but not drunk. This wonderful feeling changed. My entire body started to pulse and buzz with each beat of my heart and the intensity kept climbing, my stomach getting tighter but pulsing in waves. I felt as if my body started to move up/ down on the bed like I was pushing against the foot board with my toes in rhythm with the sensations, I could feel my cock begin to swell and pulse as well, slapping my body with each beat of my heart. I have experienced this pulsing before but not to the level of intensity of tonight, I almost felt like I was ejaculating every time my cock surged. What a sublime feeling. My breathing to this point was slow and steady. So what is a person hanging in orgasmic bliss to do? I decided to try something new. I started to in/exhale with each pulse of my body almost to the point of hyperventilating than going back to slow and steady. Every time I did this the intensity of the pulsing grew stronger, there seemed to be no stopping the climb. After about 30 minutes (caught a glimpse of the clock) I felt my prostate deflate and the sensations slowed and faded away. I stayed in position and tried to absorb what I just experienced, not trying to label it but to wrap my head around the level of intensity. I have mentioned in comparison about the feeling of post orgasm torture level before, this was well above that but I didn't want this to stop as my body felt fully connected when everything was pulsing in unison, like all the cells in my body were firing at the same time.

    I rolled over to my right side and started to do some kegel contractions for something new. This fired off my prostate to swell again. I had not experienced this before, each contraction raised the intensity of sensations. After about 50 I decided to slowly contract to see what would happen. I hit a point where involuntary started. Each time a contraction/release would happen JR would lurch up my prostate than back down, I got a new surge of sensations. I don't know how to describe them as I have never experienced this before, other than damn this feels so good, just don't stop. Ultimately it did come to an end as I lost the amount of contraction needed to keep this going.
    I decided to get on my back and continue kegels. Like before, each contraction set off a pop of sensations. Difference this time the sensations wouldn't go on it's own so I reached down and grabbed my frenulum between the ring and middle fingers at the first knuckle than started to move up/down the shaft ever so slightly. Immediately my prostate started to spasm and tingle. I had to be careful as I could feel the possibility of explosion to be so close. I was hoping for a dry orgasm like I had once before but when that happened I was flaccid, tonight I was hard and didn't want to chance a wet one no matter how exquisite it felt so I decided to end the session but stay joined w/JR.
    For some reason I have been finding comfort staying joined for longer amounts of time and experiencing/savoring the subtle tingling/tickling without a full blown orgasm, dare I say it, like an infant sucking on a pacifier. I am finding it a pleasant & peaceful sensation the more I do it, waking with my lover in deep embrace. The feeling of connection. If you have ever had a long night of sex with your lover and he/she fell asleep still joined and you woke later on finding you were still in deep embrace this is what I'm talking about.

    Woke at 7:00 Saturday with the alarm. Normally I roll over and slap the clock to shut it off annoyed at being woke up than roll over to go back to sleep but today I slid the switch to turn off the alarm and started doing kegels with my lover deep within me even though I actually felt satisfied waking for the first time in a long time. From the first contraction I felt my prostate swell and the tingle start. I never got to a self sustaining level but let the current sensations and feelings from the night before wash over me. I reluctantly dismounted around 9 as I had so much to get done and didn't think it fair to myself as I would not be able to put forth the mental time to enjoy the joining. I did put on my cock ring though.
    I spent the day experiencing and reveling in the after effects. I could feel a strange tingling in the base of my cock. I can only describe it as keeping your finger on the main vein on the top and squeezing the head, the sensation of the blood being forced out. All day it was there, every time I stopped for a minute and my mind would drift I could feel it. The a-less sensations, the feel of an orgasm wanting to ignite and a few times it did burst forth to envelope my body but I was unable to sustain it.

    I didn't have a session Saturday night as I was dead dog tired.

    Sunday 2/17 I remembered a post started by @BigGlansDC on standing when joined with a pleasure tool. To this point I have never experienced an autofuck but have spent ample time walking around joined with JR, Miss Helix and a few w/ Miss MGX.
    So since I didn't have a session last night I decided to a joining w/ JR for a day tryst. While out in the garage looking out the windows at the ice/snow that slid off the metal roof that I now have to move before the next storm I felt my belly start to flutter signaling the start of an orgasm welling up and a warm wave washed over me. My stomach started to quiver and without warning JR started to thrust in/out in rapid succession. This guy just started to fuck me hard and fast. I couldn't respond, not that I would want to stop it, I just stood there and let my body have it's way, freely presenting my conscious mind with this pleasure I have not experienced before. Since the first time to present day or at least the last time I had sex with another person I was always the one doing the fucking/thrusting, this time I only had to feel and receive the pleasure of getting fucked/thrust into. What a rush of pleasure, being present but also able to let go and be taken.
    I went out to the store to do my normal shopping w/ JR. Every step was sweet, sweet agony. He was rubbing and tickling so much that each time I stopped walking I was getting autofucked. My legs were getting weak from trying to keep from screaming in pleasure. I so badly wanted to fall to the floor and let my body take control of JR and just fuck me silly till I couldn't take any more. I wonder if this is what it feels like for a woman that has one if those remote control vibrators but not the controller :>)

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  • past week +

    Things just went side ways.

    Friday 1/18 I some how buggered my neck at work, cant tilt to the left at all. Tried heat, cold, even tried a muscle relaxer from back when I pulled my back. nothing worked. I couldn't get out of bed Saturday, ended up rolling off the bead as any movement made my head scream in pain. I went to the walk in clinic, they gave me a few shots & some pills to help.

    Saturday 1/19 night tried the Jr just for s&g. I got nothing, almost couldn't tell I was joined w/ him.

    Sunday 1/20 I went ahead and did a full double release to restart my cycle,

    Monday 1/21 tried some edging, it was like my cock was numb. I could feel myself stroking but got no sensations and only got half hard. Once I did get something it was to late and I just blew if you will, was an ultra lame orgasm/ejaculation. It was a waste of time. May as well give up till I stop the pills. You would think taking a muscle relaxer would work the same way as weed but seems not so much.

    Tuesday 1/22 decided not to take my pills as I wanted to see how things go and I was feeling like a session. joined w/ helix for a bit. got some good feelings. decided to go old school w/ some tapping and finger dragging. started getting a good orgasm going but stayed deep. going to try jr tonight.
    Got some light feelings and good tingling, ended up drifting to sleep but was woken around 2:30 to my cock growing and medium strength tingling in my balls. I kept flicking my pc muscles to try to get the tingle to spread out as this has worked before but each time I tried my pc just clamped hard before releasing. this went on for, best guess 30 min. flipped over to my right side for more of the same. just couldn't get this constant medium level (for me medium) to expand past my waist or intensify, flipped to my back and it just kept going. Around 3:30 I got up to dismount. I was happy that it went on for an hour, longest amount of time to date that sensations flowed continuously and would have gone more I suspect but also kind of disappointed as I wanted more intensity, like before. Got back into bed and the tingle persisted for at least another 30 min based on the clock saying 4:??. finally went to sleep.

    Wednesday found most of the day experiencing the same tingle in my balls and prostate. Felt wonderful but I had to try to ignore it to pay attention to work.
    Joined up w/ jr and with in a few minutes of laying down the tingle started in earnest, getting more intense than the night before but I screwed it up. Got impatient and scared it off trying to 'help it along'. Oh well.

    Thursday 1/24. joined up w/ jr for a few hours instead of doing it when I should be sleeping. Some nice tingling around my opening. still feeling the tingling lightly, deep with in, after dismount 30 minutes ago.
    Friday 1/25. Starting to get back into doing my kegels. While out on a road test of a truck I repaired I did 3 sets of 100 quick contractions and between each I did a squeeze & hold for a 1000/1 30 count. After that I spent the day looking forward to an over night session. around 11:00 joined up w/ jr before bed. get in bed and comfy, started getting tingling w/in minutes, covered my head w/ the covers to block out the light of the clock and just let things go where they may. Felt really good, got a slow very stiff cock, my balls & waist felt numb from tingling sensations. It happened again where every time I tried to flick my pc it just clamped hard for a second or 2 causing my cock to lift up and get more full each time while also drawing jr in deep. Drifted to sleep at some point but was woken up at 2:30 again (not complaining, as I wanted this to happen since I didn't have to get up for work) to my cock getting hard and pc muscle clamping hard. I could feel my anus tingling constantly over the tingling of my prostate and belly along with the muscles rippling over jr making it almost feel like it was moving in/out and trying to make it rotate w/in me. I reveled in the sensations staying relaxed letting things go where they may. I don't remember when things concluded, I just remember waking at 8 something Saturday still tingling.

    Saturday 1/26. joined up w/ jr. God I love this guy. joined up around 10:30. Moments after he got settled in place I could feel the base of my cock vibrating like a magic wand was placed on my perineum. Once in bed I started to drift in & out of a non stop session with orgasms of different intensity's. Some ultra light, just enough to say hello and others strong enough to cause my head to swim around, calm sea orgasm perhaps. I also started to get some intermittent trembling in my legs along with different spots of intense points of sensations, like an itch but I didn't want to move to scratch it, they would dissipate into a radius of tingling. I have also started to be able to get p-waves going by panting or rapidly causing my stomach to fill/fall. I glanced at the clock when I rolled to my right side, Holy fuck 1 hour later, I thought for sure it was almost 5. I felt orgasms roll for a bit more before drifting to sleep. I have no idea how many different orgasms occurred, I gave up trying to keep count a while back. I woke several hours later to more flowing orgasms, a rock hard cock & my ass fondling jr. It felt like my butt cheeks were rippling and jittering, also could feel a strange tingling feeling about midway in my anus, possibly the inner sphincter also getting in on the action plus my anus and teeth (teeth was something I've never felt sensations from before) were pulsing in time with my heart beat. I could only think to myself "Oh yes fuck me, I want to feel you thrusting so slow & deep in my ass, grab my hips, GOD YES FUCK MY ASS SO GOOD, TAKE ME"!!! My eyes rolled into my head. My imagination took over focusing on the feelings of being repeatedly & slowly thrust into savoring each sensation. I had no reason to not feel safe, I surrendered to the orgasm letting it do what it wanted to my body. I don't remember much after that.
    Things settled after about an hour and I peacefully drifted back to sleep. I was woke again maybe 30 minutes later to another orgasm. This feels so fucking good, my head is swimming in tingling sensations, my cock is throbbing & my balls are vibrating. I Got up and grabbed my cock ring. I have been removing this when having a session as it pulls the attention away from my prostate but tonight it seemed to helped to increase the sensations. A light brush over the twins caused a doubling in the tingling. I must have become exhausted from the intensity at some point because the next thing I knew it was 8 something.
    Rolled out of bed around 9ish. Left jr right in place, he didn't seem to mind as he was locked in place with no rush to leave me. Each step was causing jr's head to swipe left/right over my prostate causing it to swell ( that feels wonderful and strange at the same time), my head started to swim, my cock started to grow & my balls started to tingle. I think I've finally found my heaven. I'm so greedy when in comes to orgasms I can't get enough...........
    I'm sitting on the couch several hours after dismounting from jr, having done my normal day running writing up this entry in my word editor, My anus has been rippling all day like jr is still joined with me & my cock has also been buzzing away from the rubbing of the cock ring on my perenium causing random levels of erection from a mild chubby to full hard on.
    My journey is starting to come along nicely. I am becoming more aware of things my body is doing and how it is changing as time goes on. My blog posts are going to slow down some as I am getting a feel for my cycle after ejaculation, when a day is going to be good or a slow down since there is no duds. You learn something each time you join with a pleasure tool or 'tantric training wheel' as has been said before. Thanks all for the encouragement and discussions.

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  • current findings & updates

    Latest updates. Some findings, things I'm going to do different, kind of long.

    Got helix all polished up, ultra shiny and as smooth as progasm jr. Going to do a little more to see if I can get that deep glass look, almost there. Joining is so much easier, glides in so smoothly and takes hardly any lube unlike before. I have also changed over to using just straight silicone lube, 'wet anal'. Only takes .3cc prelube and a drop on the tool spread out to go all night, plus because of the molecular make up it is not absorbed into the skin, molecules are much larger than water based lubes so no drying out or having to reapply on those long sessions. A side benefit is it makes the skin feel smooth and supple even after cleanup.

    I think I am starting to get a feel for my rhythm. Whether pre ejac release or full on refractory ejac I have an every other day cycle, ie day 1 nothing, day 2 things start to get moving, day 3 slightly more than nothing but not much, day 4 really picking up, day 5 caries on from day before. day 6 ok but not great, day 7 getting better but seems to plateau but duds seem fewer but not great. So based on these findings and my previous experiment I was going to start doing light pressure releasing, just enough to keep things flowing.

    On 1/1 I did a single shot pressure release pre ponr. every session was a basic dud after that, good sensations but no orgasms. Seems a quick light release is worse than just emptying out for me.

    I guess I need to rethink my process. So in knowing this I decided to go for broke. On 1/7 I joined w/ mgx and did some edging than built it up and let it blow continuing to stroke past ejac to keep the cum flowing till I was empty, felt really good, mgx pulsing in out with each shot. Haven't had that much cum in decades. A good 3x as much. This should put Friday & Saturday as the hot days but not forgetting day 2.

    Tuesday 1/8 I knew it was going to be an off day so I decided to work w/ the peridise. I also decided to start wearing my cock ring full time again as I have been finding my arousal to be waning, I also have been finding not much in the way of morning wood either since I stopped.
    I got lots of involuntary & interesting tickling with the peridise.
    On Wednesday 1/9 started off w/ peridise for a few hours than joined w/ helix in the shower. took a bit of time but things did start up. was given a few quick low level orgasms. Every time I would start to just doze off I would be wracked with a goodly orgasm for several minutes. I recall at least 3 before I just went to sleep.
    Thursday 1/10 I spent a few hours working the peridise finding and holding the required contraction needed to allow it to bounce around till I just couldn't get any more movement going than things started to change. My butt cheeks started to tingle, almost like the tingle preceding a prostate orgasm just not going further. Around 9 dismounted and cleaned up. Did some deep tissue massage of my prostate and got some nice low grade orgasmic sensations.
    Friday 1/11, back w/ peridise. The butt cheeks started to tingle very early on, some nice tickling inside but walking is the best, getting pleasant shocks going up my canal & cock. dismounted around 9. took my shower at 10 and joined w/ helix. Tonight was different, instead of orgasms I was given these constant pulses. My whole body was just this giant pulse from the time I laid down to the time I went to sleep. Woke several times to this pulsing. Are these 'p-waves'?? They felt good, but not what I'm used to. Perhaps my body is playing catch up since I started with none of these but orgasms first or perhaps it was because I had my cock ring on and it was pulling on my sack, something I had not done previously.
    Slipped helix back in about 1 on Saturday 1/12 as wife wanted to go to the mall to get some things. (When joined w/ helix before and walking around feels sublime, her head dancing side to side over my prostate, making it swell so much and tickling so good, just no walking orgasms yet) I wanted to go for a long walk where I could really place some mental feeling time if you will, to try to really hone in on every move, shift, bounce.
    So several hours later still have not left yet but sitting on the couch and my waist, cock and part of my upper thighs are just tingling away, sometimes getting a few of those pulses like last night, feels awesome. Walking around feeling helix rubbing over me and sliding in/out gives these wonderful feelings, makes me get super chubby, feeling like I'm a teenager getting a spontaneous hard on, only difference is I welcome it now instead of getting embarrassed or subconscious of it. I want to show it off.
    Well never did go walk around as she decided she wanted to just go home as what was wanted was not available at the store. released my embrace with helix as it had been 4 hours of some good feelings but want to make sure I save some for later, going to meet up with Jr for some fun in bed as it's been quite some time since his last visit.
    Joined up with Jr before bed, been a long time. Nestled in and disappeared. Started on left side, nothing after about 30 min. rolled over to my right side, again, nothing after about 30 min. so I decided to dose off. moments later pulsing and orgasm to follow. This guy really doesn't like to be thought about. a few minutes after the orgasm passed I could feel something in my canal, I thought jr was trying to leave but when I reached around he was still firmly latched in place so I just rested my finger in the base to see if the feeling would return. Sure enough a few minutes late it was back and an orgasm swelled to follow, delicious feelings, Tingling, buzzing & what ever my ass was doing around jr. As this one was starting to wane I could feel my prostate starting to swell like a balloon as jr was being pushed towards my spine and another orgasm started. This one was just as sublime and cooled down putting me to sleep.
    Woke several times from deep sleep with a super hard cock. slowly stroked the shaft and fondled the twins a bit before going back to sleep. got up around 8:30 and found jr didn't want to leave the warmth embracing him, He was not stuck as I could spin him freely, just didn't want out so rather than try to force it I left him be. about 30 minutes later I could feel him starting to get moving so I tried again, came out nicely but now I felt empty....
    Sunday 1/13 afternoon she went to take a nap so I joined w/ mgx for something different. Spent about 1 hour working with her and slowly edging, just enough to get that penile tingle going trying to get it to drop into my prostate like I had happen before. No such luck, what I got instead was a screaming case of blue balls, worst one ever and I have only had it happen 3 times that I can recall, even doing a testicle massage didn't help this time. Released mgx to remove all sexual stimulation and ride this out, fuck this aches bad. did some more light massage and started to get some relief. Oh well that's the price I pay for intense cock play w/out cumming.
    Sunday night blue balls have dissipated so I decided to meetup w/ jr again before having to get back to the grind stone. once in bed and comfy on my left side as soon as I relaxed and released tension I started into an orgasm. I kept my head under the covers so I have no idea how long it lasted but the next thing I herd was the alarm at 6:30. Damn good night, to bad it had to be put away for work.

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A anal sphincter

The ring of muscles surrounding the anus. There are two rings, the outer and the inner. The outer is under voluntary control. The inner is not (it is controlled by the autonomic nervous system but can be trained to relax therapeutically with biofeedback). To identify this muscle, squeeze your anus as though you are holding back gas. This is the muscle that primarily drives the motion of the Aneros.

B Benign Prostate Hyperplasia

Or BPH. A non-cancerous enlarging of the prostate common in middle aged and older men, often causing urinary symptoms. BPH is one of the prostate ailments that the Aneros was originally developed to help treat. (from the wiki)


see Benign Prostate Hyperplasia

H hands-free

The patented design of our massagers allows them to be used completely – hands-free. This is an advantage over other prostate massagers. It allows an Aneros massager to be used in any position the user wants. More importantly, it frees the user to focus solely on the sensations instead of making a conscious effort to manually manipulate the massager. This subtle freedom is important for bringing the mind and body together during a session, which by many experience users is considered a required technique to master in order to achieve a Super-O.

J journey to the Super-O

Aneros massagers can be enjoyed in many different ways – to enhance a strength and pleasure of penile orgasms during partnered or solo sex, or solely for the pleasures derived from prostate orgasms. The ultimate experience for the route is the Super-O. The practice and understanding of how an Aneros massager, the body, and mind play off of one another to eventually achieve a Super-O is now commonly referred to as the “Journey to the Super-O” by our community members. For some men, this learning period is short in duration. For others, it can take quite some time. There are some key milestones on this journey – they can be viewed

K Kundalini Tab

Also known as the K-Tab.  Curves upwards to rest above the anus between the buttocks to pressure on an acupressure spot there. Named after the yoga concept that there is a serpent of power located at the base of the body’s trunk. The K-Tab and the arm that it extends from has taken the place of the handle seen in other Aneros models. (adapted from the wiki)

P PC muscle

The pubococcygeus muscle, one of a number of muscles in the pelvic floor. It is a hammock-like muscle, found in both sexes, that stretches from the pubic bone to the coccyx (tail bone) forming the floor of the pelvic cavity and supporting the pelvic organs. The PC muscle is largely involved in sexual response and contracting during orgasm. It is believed that strengthening leads to longer, more powerful orgasms. (from the wiki)

pelvic floor

The set of muscles that span the area beneath the pelvis, supporting the pelvic organs. (from the wiki)


The area between the scrotum and anus. The perineum provides external access to the prostate and a pudendal nerve acupressure spot.

perineum tab

On Aneros devices, the front arm which curves upward to press on the perineum during an Aneros session.   This actions prevents external prostate stimulation.  It also acts as a fulcrum against which the device can pivot to perform the internal prostate stimulation.


Aneros massagers are made from 3 different types of plastic. All are FDA approved and medical-grade, non-porous, and each has the right density for the right weight and balance for that particular model.


Inflammation of the prostate. Although there are many suspected causes, (bacterial infection, auto-immune response and neuromuscular tension), prostatitis remains an intractable disease which is often times unresponsive to traditional forms of treatment. Before the advent of antibiotics prostate massage was the first line form of treatment. In recent years with many people turning to holistic and homeopathic forms of medicine, prostate massage has been enjoying resurgence. (from the wiki)


Prostate specific antigen. A chemical produced in the prostate and measured in the blood as an indication of cellular activity in the prostate. Abnormally high levels of PSA may indicate health concerns such as inflammation or cancer. The PSA measurement may be elevated by ejaculation, and any form of anal play, including the Aneros. Ask your doctor for a recommended period of abstention prior to taking this test (the Aneros manufacturer suggests a few days to a week). (from the wiki)

S silicone

We call our silicone “Velvet Touch” for its luxurious, matte finish which is designed to hold lubricant. Silicone is used in our Syn models as well as the Vice and deVice.


An abbreviation of Super orgasm. An overwhelmingly strong non-ejaculatory orgasmic event. Orgasms that have no refractory period allowing them to be repeated multiple times.  Though different for each man, the Super-O is considered to be the ultimate pleasure a man can achieve.

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