I finally went to bed last night proud of myself for not masturbating to ejaculation. I did stoke myself to the point of several drops of precum. When that happened, i just squeezed out what I had, wiped it off. Then licked it. As I dazed off to sleep, I felt this dull ache in my entire genital region which persisted all through the night right up to morning. Woke up with a real stiff & firm morning wood so I stroked myself some more till more precum leaked out. But again I resisted the urge to finish to ejaculation. And the dull ache returned a little more noticeable. But I'm vowing not to allow proper release till at the very least this coming weekend for my very first session.
Now a question from an Aneros virgin. Would this kind of edging have any effect on my first ever session? Keep in mind I haven't ejaculated in slightly over a week so far. I know from all the reading I've been doing that ejaculation isn't the goal. If it happens during the session, it happens. Any advice on what I'm doing this week and any advice for my first session would be greatly appreciated. I am willing to listen. Sorry for acting a little overzealous before I even start. I honestly haven't been this exited since I first discovered masturbation and also first having sex.