OK, so. This week was spring break for me. I am an engineering student, and have been busier the past few months than any other time in my life, studying day and night and even weekends to get homework done. I basically had to put away all aneros use (and even most masturbation!) for a couple of months. But, I had been planning to try to make up for it during spring break. At this point I think I have more than done so.
This past week has been better than any other time in my life... "better" doesn't even describe it, it is incredibly unreal the pleasure I have felt every night. I think every night has even been better than the night before, and I didn't think it could get any better. This is like a life changing experience for me. I think I have experienced non-drug-induced pleasure on a level that fewer than one in a million men ever get to experience. I am still in awe that this is even possible.
Just as a sample, I'm going to talk about last night for a bit, some of this is very personal to me and kind of hard to discuss.
I start out with a fantasy of mine involving magic. There is a beautiful woman that has some kind of magical power to do something to me (I actually have several versions of this fantasy where her power is different). She whispers to me, "You know... A man's brain is programmed to feel incredible pleasure when a certain event happens, but alas, because of the way his body is made, this event can only happen once or twice before he is drained" ... "Just what would happen, in his brain, and in his mind... if this limit could be removed... just how much pleasure would he feel? would his brain be able to cope with it? Well, you have me, and I love you enough, that I think we're about to find out."
At this point, I start feeling a wave of intense pleasure hit. just when I think it's getting good, woah, another wave hits, man that feels good... I can't believe this, WOAH there it goes again. oh holy, WOAH even more intense, man that was goo... er, oh dear, man that is GOOD... OH MY, HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE?!? WOAH, IT KEEPS HAPPENING, AND AGAIN THERE... OH DEAR... I THINK I AM MELTING. WOAH! HOW DOES THIS NOT STOP!? OH MY....SO... UNREAL! !@#$!@(... AGAIN!
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I'll just leave it at that, but it pretty much goes in a nonstop loop for hours. It goes to the point that I feel like the very core of my being is melting away into a puddle. A puddle of ecstasy laying there on the bed.
So, here I am the next day still in shock at what I felt last night, and how it just kept going... the very best part of the feeling just kept going on and on and even hitting more intensely, I thought I was going to either die, or transcend to another very very high dimension, leaving this reality completely behind.
Oh man, I cannot stop thinking about it all... How the heck was this possible? I don't know how a human being can possibly feel what I felt, while still being inside this mortal body. Maybe I really did transcend to another dimension, or melt into nothingness, or go somewhere beyond... and I am just somehow coming back here to tell about it. This is so far beyond the words "pleasure" and "passion" and "ecstasy" that I don't know what word to use, we need a completely new word in the dictionary... actually scratch that idea, as only .000001% of the population or less would even understand the definition of the word.
This is crazy, I think I'm going to stop writing before I start repeating myself.
Anyone have anything else to add? has anyone else experienced this? Maybe this thread can be dedicated to those that have traveled to this unreal place.


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