Posted by on 2009-11-28 22:24:00
Session Length: no idea
Models Used: Helix first, then Progasm
So I've been in somewhat of an Aneros lull lately, likely due to events going on in my life right now that are stressful. So I've hardly had any Aneros sessions all month long. And likewise have not masturbated very much at all either. So today I felt aroused enough to try an Aneros session after looking at some porn on the computer. My Progasm strangely hasn't been doing much of anything for me lately. So I experimented by starting with my Helix in hopes that a different model would produce some pleasurable sensations. And boy was I right!
Something has changed during this lull that I don't think I noticed until today. I basically haven't been having any tingling in my perineum or butt buzz like I've normally been having both within and without a session for many, many months now. But today I noticed when I started looking at the porn and getting aroused. I felt this new energetic sensation in my prostate that was different than what I've felt before. And when I started my Aneros session with the Helix, I found by just relaxing and doing absolutely nothing, this pleasurable energetic sensation would grow and gently radiate through me. It was a very nice feeling and had none of that sense of urgency to make it "over the top" in terms of orgasm/pleasure. I just relaxed, enjoyed it, and eventually dozed off, and felt very rested when I woke up. I found myself surprised that there really was something to the relax and do nothing approach! LOL
After the nap, I thought I would try the Progasm to see if it would spark some new pleasurable sensations. And here's where I noticed the change not long after insertion. It felt to me like the Progasm was far too blunt of an instrument on my prostate. And it didn't generate any pleasurable sensations. Where as the Helix just subtly and gently tickled, and stimulated my prostate. So after almost a year of the Progasm being my favorite because it generated pleasurable sensations every time, the Helix now seems to be the one that does that. Funny being that this was the first Aneros model I ever bought. I'm somewhat surprised that my body has changed in the journey to like one Aneros model over another. The Progasm worked well for so long, that I though it always would.
One other change I've noticed recently is that often times when I experience fear, I feel it as an unpleasant and mildly painful energetic sensation in my prostate. It's pretty bizarre. Has anyone else experienced this? And if so, what is your understanding of this phenomenon? It sure is an interesting development. Although it has been useful for me to identify created mental false fear when I don't mentally recognize it. As I notice it physically, which I immediately observe what I am then thinking and realize I'm just needlessly scaring myself over nothing.