11 month anniversary (updated 6/22)
Posted by on 2009-06-15 01:31:00
Session Length: 20 minutes to an hour
Models Used: KSMO or beginners peridise
Nothing new or super - but I have retained a heightened prostate feeling since the last full moon. I'm able to feel the 'tension' whenever I choose to focus on it - lurking and pulsing around.
Here’s an excerpt of what I wrote the day after the Full Moon: I had a fantastic session. The best of the month. The fun part is that I have established an evening session during Full Moons with my SO and it turns out she really delights in making me jump around for a half hour or so. It’s during couple time that I can see the effects of rewiring first hand: The 20 fold increase in overall body sensitivity, the way her touches set me off uncontrollably, the evident body reactions and consequent struggle to relax, the altered breathing patterns, the amplified ‘wow factor’ of traditional orgasms - she can totally feel what’s going on and gets off on it too.
A new (Anerosless) contraction exercise is fun but yielding no new feelings. I do it because I think it maintains a certain level of prostate excitement. It goes like this: There is a muscle, seemingly right next to the prostate that I can contract rhythmically and quickly. Sort of as fast you can say “num, num, num, num”. What particular muscle this is, I haven’t a clue. But I can keep going for a while and it is fun to do in airplanes or driving around in cars and when lying down or smoking cigars (I feel a little haiku coming on!). And then you relax completely. And then you do it again. Sometimes, after the ‘relax completely’ phase, I get a couple of involuntary contractions.
As with this entire process, it seems that for me, I just have to keep ramping up the arousal, with as little ‘release’ as possible, until, at some distant, undetermined point, the sensations will overload my pleasure circuitry and cascade into never ending orgasmic pandemonium. Why some people’s overloads are set so low and some peoples so high is a riddle of genetic proportions. Go nurture or nature that!