Flutters and pondering
Posted by on 2011-11-02 19:01:00
Session Length: 2 hrs
Models Used: Progasm
Flutters. WONderful. Oh my gosh, do they ever feel good. I've been blessed by them in my last two sessions, ranging from a slight buzzing sensation to some honest-to-goodness prostate pulsations.
My last session brought the most of them as my body is getting the hang of how to play with the Aneros. There's a definite learning curve to using this thing but it's totally worth the effort.
Last night's session involved a long period of waiting for the flutters to start, though I'm happy to say with every outing it takes less time to get them started. I am starting to be able to hold a contraction while breathing, which had been a problem. I customarily breathe very deeply and slowly, using my whole torso. Holding a contraction is hard to do under those circumstances but I think I'm getting the hang of it.
There are times, though, when I've wondered if I'm "anatomically compatible" with the Progasm. For my first few sessions it seemed like it was most comfortable when it was only about 90% inserted. That's not such a huge issue -- it's all about how things feel, right? -- but the p-tab wasn't really making contact with me and I know it's an important part of the Aneros.
If I tried to insert it further it was a bit painful deep inside. It wasn't "injury" pain but more a sense of discomfort. I wondered if I was hurting my prostate until well into my session last night when I realized this sense of resistance was coming from an internal muscle. A little gentle rocking loosened that muscle right up and allowed me to get past 1/4" of the Progasm in where it belongs. I felt good contact from the p-tab and that's when the fireworks started.
I had a number of points last night where I felt like I was almost going to come hands-free but didn't quite get there. I finally broke down and used some very light, brief masturbation to get me close to the edge, then stopped and concentrated on the sensations from the Aneros. On my third or fourth time close to the edge I began to hyperventilate a little bit and felt like somebody plugged in the left side of my body. I could feel the Aneros moving around a bit inside me without much in the way of conscious control at all. I was rewarded with a truly intense HFWO and a deep sense of satisfaction.
Every session has been a little better than the one before it. I refuse to make the Super O my goal right now because it doesn't feel like a "goal" is the right thing to have with my experiences. I'm just enjoying how good everything feels ... and I'm noticing a sharpening of all my sense along with a growing degree of body awareness.