This was my best session I have had so far. This was my 6th session, and I was kind of detached from my Helix after my previous session. This was due to the fact that I was really scared of my heart rate going very rapidly, some new intense sensations, and the fact that my mother and her friend are sleeping next to my room.
So this session I had it really planned out. First I asked some Aneros members about their experience and how they dealt with those factors I gave. I realized that I would have to embrace the new sensations and should continue my journey, because, well, it was great so far!
So today was my big day and I woke up at 10:30 am and started making my preparations for the session. I was kind of cold, so I thought it would be a good idea to put on my sun bed and get warmed up. After this I did some bowel and also got a nice hot shower. I experienced that the P-tab was sort of making an annoying pressure on the perineum area the last sessions, so I decided to take some toilet paper and put it under the P-tab. My next preparations were taking some olive oil and to power up my laptop. This may sound strange, but I always make sure my door is locked whenever I have a session, even though I’m the only one in the house. But I don’t have a key, so I must improvise, I stack some books and on top a baseball bat to hold the door handle from going down. These factors make it possible for me to be as relaxed as possible, so now I was ready to get this thing going!
My laptop was next to me on the bed and I putted on a slideshow to get even more aroused then I already was. The pictures are all from girls who I find very attractive. And these aren’t the usual blonde, big boobs type. Anyway, when I inserted the Helix I was laying on my side and rolled over a bit, so I was almost laying on my belly. Within 10 minutes I was getting control on the breathing rhythm and I felt that the Helix took over like it always did. Within 15 minutes I experienced some anal orgasms, and they felt really, really nice. But this session I learned another thing that scared me the last session. I noticed that my heart rate was building up as the anal orgasm were building up intensity-wise. I noticed that when the anal orgasm fade away, my heart rate also went down! This made me feel really happy, because I realized I had nothing to worry about. These strong anal orgasms continued for about 15 more minutes. Then at some point I noticed that at my next anal orgasm, at the peek, that I could actually hold this sensation instead of releasing it. Holding it meant to shake with my butt going up and down really fast (involuntary), this felt really good. Then some sort of buzz, I think that is the right word, was going from my butt to the tip of my toes and there it would cause my feat to be buzzing up in the air simultaneously. And this would go back and forth, back and forth. It never went to my head or higher then my pelvis. These orgasms were definitely very intense and they lasted quite long! I had about four of those buzz-feelings, then I got too aroused and I finished with a very nice super-T.
I can definitely say that this my very best session so far, and I think those buzz-feelings actually were super-O’s. What made this session so great, is that I was very well prepared and that I had the house for myself, meaning I could moan and groan whenever I wanted. At some point I actually did!, which I founded very arousing and also unexpected! Also the modification as you may call it, putting on some material under the P-tab really helped, it stopped the tab from moving around. I realize now that there is nothing for me to be scared of, I have learned so much this session. I’m sure my next one will be awesome, very curious of what new sensations I will get.