Prostate Massagers Sex Toys for Woman Aneros Accessories Sex Toys for Couples Special Offers Sex Toys for Men Lubricants Masturbators
Aneros Blogs > My Continuing Aneros Adventures (by Love_is)

Another mini-O after months and months.

I finally have had another mini-O with my Progasm! And it was glorious feeling! Only about 7.5 months since my last one. And it hasn't been for a lack of trying. What I find odd is that this was only a few hours later after I had a super-T today. Totally unexpected as my ass and prostate was feeling rather aroused and ready for another Aneros session. I had forgotten how the orgasmic feeling spreads outwards while the involuntary anal contractions happen and there is this feeling of giving in to it. So wonderful feeling, and certainly kind of dream like too. I wanted it to go on and on, but it only lasted probably as long as a regular ejaculatory orgasm. And I wasn't able to make any others happen within the same session.

What I find interesting was that I was focusing on and paying attention to this imaginary convergence of where the stimulation of the perineum from the P tab occurs and the Aneros body stimulating my prostate. That's what seemed to make it happen while relaxing, letting it happen, and stimulating my nipples. Damn it was good! I so want to be able to do this rather regularly! I'm confounded as to what the answer is for that to happen. It's been over eight years since I started this journey. I've certainly been a slow grinder making progress. Ah well… I'll take what I can get. It was amazing feeling to have this tonight and I'm thankful for it.

Read Comments [0]

Another mild mini-O

So last night I had an Aneros session. I started with the Progasm which felt great, then used my Feeldoe More for a while, then back to the Progasm. It was this last time with the Progasm that I eventually had a single mini-O. Stronger than the ones I had almost a month ago. It was very odd in the sense it was a pleasant surprise, and I just have not figured out any particular reason as to why they occur sometimes and not others. Anyways, so my Progasm was just ever so pleasantly pulsing in and out of me via my involuntary anal contractions. And I'm focusing on the amazing sensations and also only stimulating my nipples half as much as usual, and then I notice that something relaxes and let's go in me and the lovely orgasm bursts over the top in bursts of joyful pleasure. Wow! I so love it when this happens. It is so dream like yet highly pleasurable. This time though it was not satisfying right after, it felt just a bit too short and not intense enough. So I tried for another and just couldn't make it happen. Ah well... Another time. :(

Read Comments [0]

More mini-O's

So last night I once again experienced a couple of mini-O's. They were very mild compared to previous ones. But they felt more energetic in the sense of I could feel the energy moving up my torso. And less of a release than ejaculatory orgasms give, and prior more intense mini-O's had. Looking back at my previous entries, it seems like it was somewhat similar to what I had back in August. What I found interesting is this time it was the second Aneros session of the day, which usually never leads anywhere, so that was a surprise. And it was this process of feeling a good sensation, and focusing on it while encouraging and allowing it to build. Feeling the Progasm slide in and out of me via my involuntary contractions and thusly against my prostate and perineum was absolutely delightful feeling. After the two mini-O's I kept the session going to see if more orgasms would happen, but I just couldn't seem to get there. I would love it if I could attain these orgasms more regularly, but you know how that goes with the hopes and expectations. :P

Read Comments [0]

Daily practice.

I find lately how important it is for me to practice this Aneros thing daily. For those that don't know, I'm a grinder. No, not a sandwich. This is the term we use for us small minority of men that take well over a year to figure this thing out. I've been at this for over seven years with only the very occasional mini-O for orgasmic results in the last year, maybe a bit longer.

So like I was saying, it seems my body does better and my prostate becomes much more sensitive and awoken when I can do Aneros plus some solo dildo play daily. As an example, prior to Friday I had a string of several days in a row of sessions and was having very nice (non-orgasmic) pleasure and a very awoken and sensitive prostate. I missed having a session on Friday. And then on Saturday I couldn't even get my prostate to arouse, swell and feel sensations. Basically a dud pre-Aneros warm up and session. Rather upsetting in the sense that sometimes my schedule just doesn't work out to have daily sessions. Weird how we are all very different in our journey's and body responses to these toys.

Read Comments [1]

Mini-O of a different calibre

I had another mini-O last night during my Aneros session. It was different though then the ones I've had before. It didn't feel like I was having an ejaculatory orgasm like my other mini-O's felt like. It felt like this mild yet gentle expansion of pleasure and well being whose source was the prostate. The area of that sensation inflated like a balloon. And through out that was a lovely pulsing sensation which was the Progasm being moved by my involuntary anal contractions. Very unlike a traditional ejaculatory orgasmic experience. But still very nice. I'm not complaining one bit since it's been many months since my last mini-O.

Read Comments [0]

Pelvic relaxation

Years ago I remember reading a post from another user here, I think it was darwin, but I can't remember clearly if that's who it was. He mentioned how he has pelvic pain, uses a Therawand toy to help him with that and mentioned the book “A Headache in the Pelvis” as being really helpful and important for him.

The reason I mention this is for two reasons. One, I suspect I suffer from low grade pelvic tension. I notice I sometimes get minor pains in my anus and rectum for no reason that my Aneros sessions seem to exacerbate. And in the past would very occasionally get an approximately five second burst of really intense and debilitating pain in my anus and rectum that would stop me in my tracks while it happens. Like a really bad muscle spasm kind of pain. And that in my Aneros sessions, it is really easy for me to unconsciously tense muscles down there not only when the pleasure gets really good, but just out of force of habit.

The second reason is that I hypothesize that this pelvic tension is part of what has taken me so long to see results in my Aneros journey. And also why in hindsight I've noticed that solo dildoing has been so helpful for me later in my journey. When you read forums users talk about the “relax and do nothing” approach to your Aneros sessions. To me, part of this means actually completely relaxing all of your anal and rectal muscles. Which I previously for many years had no clue about what that meant or what it felt like to do so. In my own experience, Aneros prostate massager's were unable to teach me how to completely relax those muscles even though it did help enough of an extent such that insertion, removal, and usage of Aneros prostate massager's are pain free and non-orgasmic pleasurable for the majority of the time I've been using them. I suspect from years of masturbating to ejaculatory orgasm I've learned to tense certain muscles when the pleasure gets good. This has lead to a habit that has not helped me in my Aneros journey, and additionally suffering from huge amounts of anxiety throughout my life has led to a body/mind that is always tense and very rarely relaxed.

This is where my Feeldoe More double dildo steps in. This is a fairly large dildo. 1 5/8” maximum diameter and 6 3/4” length on the dildo )horse( end with a pronounced head and a shaft that slightly tapers towards the bulb )pony( side of the dildo. This dildo has been really helpful and pleasurable for me. It's made of fairly firm 100% platinum cured silicone. Basically what I've found is that to comfortably and pain free insert and thrust this quite sizable dildo in me, I must absolutely relax all my pelvic muscles which the anus and rectum are a part of. I know I'm not relaxing completely when it feels uncomfortable, not pleasurable, and that I feel my anus and rectum griping the dildo and providing resistance to the thrusting. And this relaxation of these muscles has a certain feel both physically and mentally that I have to train myself with this dildo somewhat regularly to remember what it feels like and how to do it. On the mental side of it, relaxing all these muscles gives me a sense of surrender, submission, and loss of control which is all good for me considering my personality and what is needed for the Aneros journey.

So lately my Aneros sessions have been fairly good with having lots of non-orgasmic pleasure, and lot's of getting close to orgasming. Probably what a lot of guys here call “circling the drain”. Quite nice sensations and nothing to complain about. So last night after the first part of my Aneros session with my Progasm, I decide to dildo myself with my Feeldoe More. Now while insertion didn't take all that long or many tries, it did take me quite a while to find that point of complete pelvic relaxation. Which was kind of surprising. When I did though it became much, much more pleasurable and fun. So after doing this for a while, I stopped, removed the More and re-inserted the Progasm. And because I freshly remembered how to completely relax my pelvic muscles, I was able to do this with the Progasm. And instantly the pleasure and involuntary contractions jumped up several degrees of intensity. It was then that I realized how important it is for us men to learn to completely relax our pelvic muscles in our Aneros journey.

I say this because the last few times I've had mini-O's during an Aneros session were when I was somewhat regularly practicing with my Feeldoe More. I used to think that the reason for this is that the dildo gave me a much firmer and aggressive prostate massage and thus sensitized my prostate more and quicker than a few Aneros session could do. I still think this is true to a lesser extent. But I think the real important part is that this dildo teaches me to completely relax all my pelvic muscles.

I think it is interesting to note that women suffer from a type of pelvic pain called Vaginismus which makes vaginal penetration for them uncomfortable and/or painful. And the treatment for it is vaginal dilaters of graduated sizes, or vaginal acceptance trainers. Basically them learning to be comfortable with something in their vagina and relaxing those muscles through regular practice with these devices. Sound familiar?

So I'd like to encourage other men here who particularly are long term Aneros grinders and have had little to no orgasmic success, to try getting a similarly sized dildo to mine to practice learning to completely relax your pelvic muscles with it the way I did. Try for something similar in dimensions to what I have if you don't want to buy the same dildo. Otherwise I do highly recommend the Feeldoe More if you afford the expense.

Read Comments [0]

Mild mini-O's

So this morning I had another couple of mild mini-O's. This is two and half months since the last time it happened. It's been I think, four days into this round of Aneros sessions, with two of those days also using my Feeldoe More after the Aneros session. Today was just an Aneros session with my Progasm. As of last night I've been rather horny, easily aroused, and my prostate quite sensitive. So that has been quite helpful. The two mild mini-O's were more full body feeling, but without a sense of release.

It's interesting to note that the tell tales for me that I know they are coming on is an involuntary increase in heart rate, breath intervals, and strength and speed of involuntary anal contractions. But the thing is that this time I really had to work at getting there. Meaning I had to really both relax my anus in the right way and also really pay attention to all the sensations. It felt like it took much more effort and focus than prior times this happened. I'm not complaining by any means. Just making an observation.

Another interesting thing to note, is that after the mini-O's, I noticed that my prostate was very swollen, and didn't seem to allow the Progasm much room to move. So I'm now wondering for future sessions that when this happens, perhaps I should remove the Progasm and insert a smaller Aneros to see if this improves the situation and maybe allows me to have more orgasms in the same session.

As I type this my prostate is pulsing away and tempting me to try for another Aneros session. But I know that those back to back ones rarely accomplish much. So I will go out and do some errands, and maybe later in the evening if I'm still feeling horny I'll give it another go and see what happens.

Read Comments [0]

Single pulse

So oddly enough, after my blog post, which was the last time I had a mini-O or dry-O of some sort. I haven't been able to reproduce it again yet. But what has happened is that with almost every session I get right up to the start of the orgasm. Basically I'll get one pleasurable orgasmic pulse, and then it's done. It never feels resolved like the mini-O's I had did. Sometimes this occurs once or many times in the session. If I wasn't having so much fun with this I'd be pretty frustrated with being teased like that. LOL Rather strange results. But it technically is progress since I wasn't able to do this before. So once again, I make slow but steady progress. This is what it means to be a “grinder” here in the Aneros forums.

Read Comments [0]

Blown away!

So I did it again last night! Almost four months since my last mini-O, I had another one. Oddly enough I was somewhat surprised it happened. As my Aneros sessions as of late have been really uneventful. And on top of that I've been struggling with life issues. The only thing I can really say that may have played a part in it, is that the prior day before, after my Aneros session, I fucked myself rather thoroughly for a long time with my Feeldoe More. Now there was no orgasmic events from this. But it felt really, really good. And as always, it massaged my prostate much more aggressively than my Aneros prostate massager's such that it typically wakes up my prostate much quicker. Where as it would otherwise take many daily Aneros sessions to get it to that point. And it teaches me to relax much more due to it's size, and to comfortably insert and enjoy the thrusting of it in me. This once again reinforces the belief that other forms of anal penetration and thusly prostate massage that is not Aneros products, can be helpful to move one along the path towards achieving super-O's.

On top of that when I started my Aneros session last night, I noticed when pushing chunks of shea butter inside me that I had an irritated hemorrhoid from fucking myself the prior day. And while inserting my Progasm, I thought to myself, “This may not go anywhere with this discomfort and pain from the hemorrhoid.” But once it was fully inserted and I relaxed the pain and discomfort went away.

Oddly enough it was a very short session. Probably about twenty-five minutes. My pre-Aneros watching porn warm up to increase my arousal was much longer. And once I started my session, relaxed and started rubbing my nipples and fantasizing while paying attention to the sensations, the O's started within ten minutes. So I'm calling it an O at this point because what I experienced was much stronger in intensity and a bit longer in duration than my previous mini-O's I experienced. On top of that, there was much less focus on the feeling in my penis like it was an ejaculatory orgasm. It was more centered in my anus and prostate. So I'm not sure if this makes it a mini-O, a dry-O, or something else.

Leading up to the O event, the involuntary anal contractions started happening pretty strongly and consistently. So I made myself relax even more. And suddenly right after doing that, the sensations of the contractions bumped up a huge amount. And they felt somewhat dislocated from my body. Like they were happening six inches above it. It pulsed and pulsed in these incredible waves of orgasmic pleasure, relaxation, and release in an energetic sense. My heart rate jumped, and the heat in my body increased significantly. As the orgasm continued I felt the energy of the waves pulse up my torso to my head. With each pulse I thought to myself, “Wow! This is lasting longer than the previous time and feels so damn incredibly good.” And then it died down, and happened again almost back to back.

I can't stress enough how amazing this felt! This was way better than my prior mini-O's. I can only assume that my body just continues to make slow steps in progress like it always has. Slowly but surely I move forward. It's been just over seven years now that I've been grinding away at this practice. And it's only in this last year that I've really started to have sporadically small orgasmic results. And let me tell you, it is so worth it! Can you imagine if I had given up on this like a lot of guys have that don't get immediate results and get frustrated? I knew there was something to this. But I suspect that I've only just seen a glimpse of the full potential.

So after the O's finished. I tried to relax and re-create what made them happen. And it's weird, I seemed to get the physical response of the involuntary contractions happening strong and consistently, and my prostate swelling in arousal. But it's like the energetic portion of it wasn't happening. It still felt good mind you, but it was not orgasmic. It's possible I was just tired, as this all happened right around my bed time. So I ended the session. And now here I am typing this up and my prostate is feeling really wonderful remembering what happened last night, and I think I will be having another Aneros session today really soon. :(

Read Comments [0]

Expectation and effort

So I've yet to achieve more mini-O's since the last two times. But I can tell based on the sensations I felt when I did get them that I was close several times throughout several sessions. And it's been surprisingly difficult to not put effort and expectation into achieving them. Only because I know that I can do this now. But at least the sessions are still enjoyable and pleasurable. Just not orgasmic-ally pleasurable. I'll keep grinding away at it! :D

Read Comments [0]

Page 1 of 512345 »