Journal d'un Epicurien

  • First one with my wife

    Well last night I felt like using my toy. I had not in a while even though my wife had been trying to entice me to do it for some time. I just wasn't in the mood I guess.

    Well last night I came to bed past midnight after a gaming session on the computer and read a little while waiting sleep to come. My wife was asleep next to me and I caressing her plus reading some smutty part in my book made me horny. As she did not seem receptive, I decided to use my toy and enjoy myself.

    As much as she doesn't like my masturbating, she doesn't mind my toy, on the contrary. I spooned not too close to her )it's been hot as hell lately( with my Helix inside and caressed her softly while contracting lightly to get that special feeling where the head caresses the prostate in time with the contraction, you know, not too hard, not too soft.

    I was going at it lazily, not expecting anything and just enjoying the feeling and the smoothness of my wife's body. After a while my body took over and the contraction started in automatic mode. I just tried to keep the intensity low so as not to crush mt poor prostate. It took a while but my wife, hat did not dare move or intervene but was here with me, started to moan and encourage me without word or touch.

    I felt it coming and so did she and I could feel the smile in her sympathy moans.

    I did not get to go for a second one as she decided she wanted to use me for her own pleasure, but that's another story.

    I'm so lucky to have a wife that not only does not mind my helix but even encouraged me to use it.

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  • Peace, calm and time

    I am still at that stage that I need to concentrate to be able to really feel anything. So at home it is not easy. My wife gives me lots of space to play, but her presence next to me is rather disturbing.
    So I used some time alone. I have a few tests to go through for my career and so I am away from home for three days. I brought my Helix with me and I used the time alone in my room last night to really relax and enjoy with no fear of being disturbed or anything to disturb me.
    I used rumel's mp3 and really relaxed into it. I actually started contracting before the lovely lady asked me too and by the time she got to it, I was in the middle of some very nice unvoluntary contractions. I was surprised that they actually came right away.
    I had a rather long and very pleasing session and I can't wait for repeat. Maybe tonight if I can find the energy :)

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  • No doubt this time !!!!

    Alright, this time there was no mistaking it for something else. I am sure I got a major one, which actually relegates the one(s) I had before as minor ones.
    I was horny last night. The week had been long and full of disappointment professionally speaking and somewhere more personally as well. My birthday (fortieth) was last sunday and I had spent the day at the hospital with my son that had to be operated in a hurry for a bad appendicitis.
    Anyway, while the family watched TV, I went upstairs and got ready for bed. I inserted my Helix and, lying on my side, started reading some rather hot literature (If you can call it that) while breathing deeply.
    After a while, I got so horny that I started the contractions, trying, as usual, to match the strength to get maximum effect on my prostate.
    After a while I put my pillow under my lower back and concentrated on the feelings. The reflex contractions appeared out of nowhere and I felt the very good feeling spread through my body. I rode that orgasm for quite some time and it was awesome. Every time it threatened to come down, I concentrated on some naughty thoughts and tried to find the right spot inside and it continued.
    I was unfortunately interrupted by a phone call but still managed to get a small one afterwards. Unfortunately, it died down quickly and as my legs and abdominal muscles were starting to ache, I decided to call it a night.
    When she came to bed, I was very proud to tell my wife about it.
    I am actually so glad to have been able to get there that quickly. I did not expect anything but pleasant sensations last night and I was very happy to have gone above and beyond my expectations.

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  • Fifth: Awesome but... there is more I'm sure

    I think I had an orgasm... or that I was very close to one... I can't really tell. Either way, that session was awesome.

    I did not manage to resist and had a fourth session on Saturday night. Nothing special. It was with my wife in bed and I admit that the snoring and snuggling are really a turn off. I guess I should have skipped this one but you know, I'm like a kid with a new toy :)

    Anyway, as I am on vacation, I decided to wait for today. This morning (I set the time of the post to the local time here in France) I waited until my kids and wife left (and yes, as you have gathered in my previous posts, she knows and approves) and got ready.

    Now, getting ready is another matter. I have noticed in my previous sessions that my body had a low tolerance for water based lubricant with glycerin in it. After just a few minutes, I need to empty my bowels and this is not convenient at all.

    So I cleansed myself with my tool and got everything ready. This time, I wanted to go with the "on my back" position. I have read some since the last entry and it seemed to be a favorite of a lot of people. So I put a pillow under the towel that I spread on my bed and got naked. I lied down comfortably and injected lube in my butt before inserting my Helix.

    As an aside thought, I go with silicone lube. As I said earlier, the glycerin in the water based one does not agree with my digestive system and the silicone works fine. I seem to use an awful lot though and after the first injection of about 6cc, I had to do three more of 4 or 5 cc in one hour time. After each injection, I feel the difference in the way my Helix moves inside so I guess it is worth it.

    To come back on topic, I put my headphones on and after comfortably lying down on my back I started my hypnoaerosession CD1. That thing is really a miracle tool and I followed the instruction, relaxing myself and then getting myself aroused... until my sister called me on the phone... nice timing sis...Getting back in the mood was not as painful a task as I figured and soon I found myself getting really aroused.

    When it was time to start the contractions, I could feel the pleasure waves running through my body and I abandoned myself to the pleasure I was feeling. Caressing my body and playing with my nipples was awesome and I still feel tenderness in my left nipple from teasing and pulling on it.

    After about ten contractions, my body started to take over and my hips were jerking trying to get that sweet feeling on my prostate that diffused throughout my body. The involuntary contractions were started and I felt pleasure invade me. The p-waves were awesome and I rode them for as long as I could.

    I think that then I had a nice orgasm. I don't think it was a super O as it left me wanting more, but I think I had a nice average one.

    I finished my session with a nice traditional penile orgasm.

    I am happily surprised that I managed to reach such nice pleasure so quickly but I feel like there is so much more to it. It seems like the rewiring process is progressing nicely. I have to remember to stay patient and without expectations during my sessions.

    I am going to read some more on the subject and try to train my body and anal and PC muscles to manage a good control of my contractions. I have seen a few nice posts on the forum on the subject and I will try to ride that wave.

    I completely got the part where that type of orgasm is as much mental as it is physical and I keep a very open mind searching for the little sparks in my body and brain that will one day light my fire :)


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  • Third, partly with my wife

    I tried my third session in the evening. I did it without the hypnosession mp3s and I might have missed on something here.
    I started by relaxing and breathing after the insertion and getting myself aroused. I then experimented with contraction strength and body position. I definitely felt some p-waves and even found myself moaning at one point, which I found pretty encouraging.
    My wife joined mme in bed after about one hour and I figured it would be nice to have her help me get more aroused.
    She used her toy on herself while I tried to get some nice feeling from contractions, but my position was reversed compared to what I am comfortable with and I lost it.
    It was not so bad though and I found myself very aroused with a very willing wife and ended up finishing inside of her to our mutual gratification.
    It seems like the Helix has a tendency to block the ejaculation long enough for it to build up to some incredible heights. I can tell you, and that orgasm was absolutely fabulous!
    I plan onwaiting for Monday for another session. By then I will ben by myself in the house during the day (I'm on vacation) and I will be able to take all the time I need... Well a least if I can hold until then :)

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  • Second try: this time I was prepared

    This time, I came prepared.
    On saturday, my wife and I went to a sex shop and got some needed things (more lube and cleansing equipment).
    I read some more on the subject and quickly figured what I did wrong on my first time. I figured that help to relax would be welcome, so I decided to acquire the hypnaerosession mp3s.
    On sunday afternoon, with the benediction of my wife,n I retired to our bedroom and did things properly. The mp"s helped me relax and I got nicely excited. I tried the contractions and definitely felt something. The only problem was that I was not completely comfortable with staying too long and I got impatient. :(
    I finished myself with a very nice ejaculation with my helix inserted that was quite good.
    I want to wait for this week end before trying again and as I am on vacation next week, I will make some time for myself and my Helix to get really well acquainted.

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  • My First Time

    My wife bought me my Helix for my fortieth birthday. Yes, we are one month in advance but she got all excited that I wanted to get myself a sextoy. She is of the opinion that everybody should own a sextoy and does not have any problem with me doing stuff with my butt.
    I have to admit that I have been curious for a while now, but I had hesitated to cross the bridge. Now it is done and I am quite happy about it.
    I unpacked my gift and wanted to try it. I had read some about how to go by it, but I was not really ready in a lot of ways.
    Let's check my shortcomings:
    - first all I had was silicone lube and I quickly figured that it was probably not enough,
    - then I just inserted it and tried to do very short medium hard contractions, which did not do anything.
    - my wife was lying next to me looking at me expectantly and asking; "do you feel anything?"... definitely annoying.

    Result: I did not feel much of anything. I certainly touched my prostate as I was leaking seminal fluid but I did not know what to expect and could not quite figure what I needed to do.

    I did not start this expecting anything. I just wanted to see what it felt like and that is exactly what I got, so I am not disappointed.

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A anal sphincter

The ring of muscles surrounding the anus. There are two rings, the outer and the inner. The outer is under voluntary control. The inner is not (it is controlled by the autonomic nervous system but can be trained to relax therapeutically with biofeedback). To identify this muscle, squeeze your anus as though you are holding back gas. This is the muscle that primarily drives the motion of the Aneros.

B Benign Prostate Hyperplasia

Or BPH. A non-cancerous enlarging of the prostate common in middle aged and older men, often causing urinary symptoms. BPH is one of the prostate ailments that the Aneros was originally developed to help treat. (from the wiki)


see Benign Prostate Hyperplasia

H hands-free

The patented design of our massagers allows them to be used completely – hands-free. This is an advantage over other prostate massagers. It allows an Aneros massager to be used in any position the user wants. More importantly, it frees the user to focus solely on the sensations instead of making a conscious effort to manually manipulate the massager. This subtle freedom is important for bringing the mind and body together during a session, which by many experience users is considered a required technique to master in order to achieve a Super-O.

J journey to the Super-O

Aneros massagers can be enjoyed in many different ways – to enhance a strength and pleasure of penile orgasms during partnered or solo sex, or solely for the pleasures derived from prostate orgasms. The ultimate experience for the route is the Super-O. The practice and understanding of how an Aneros massager, the body, and mind play off of one another to eventually achieve a Super-O is now commonly referred to as the “Journey to the Super-O” by our community members. For some men, this learning period is short in duration. For others, it can take quite some time. There are some key milestones on this journey – they can be viewed

K Kundalini Tab

Also known as the K-Tab.  Curves upwards to rest above the anus between the buttocks to pressure on an acupressure spot there. Named after the yoga concept that there is a serpent of power located at the base of the body’s trunk. The K-Tab and the arm that it extends from has taken the place of the handle seen in other Aneros models. (adapted from the wiki)

P PC muscle

The pubococcygeus muscle, one of a number of muscles in the pelvic floor. It is a hammock-like muscle, found in both sexes, that stretches from the pubic bone to the coccyx (tail bone) forming the floor of the pelvic cavity and supporting the pelvic organs. The PC muscle is largely involved in sexual response and contracting during orgasm. It is believed that strengthening leads to longer, more powerful orgasms. (from the wiki)

pelvic floor

The set of muscles that span the area beneath the pelvis, supporting the pelvic organs. (from the wiki)


The area between the scrotum and anus. The perineum provides external access to the prostate and a pudendal nerve acupressure spot.

perineum tab

On Aneros devices, the front arm which curves upward to press on the perineum during an Aneros session.   This actions prevents external prostate stimulation.  It also acts as a fulcrum against which the device can pivot to perform the internal prostate stimulation.


Aneros massagers are made from 3 different types of plastic. All are FDA approved and medical-grade, non-porous, and each has the right density for the right weight and balance for that particular model.


Inflammation of the prostate. Although there are many suspected causes, (bacterial infection, auto-immune response and neuromuscular tension), prostatitis remains an intractable disease which is often times unresponsive to traditional forms of treatment. Before the advent of antibiotics prostate massage was the first line form of treatment. In recent years with many people turning to holistic and homeopathic forms of medicine, prostate massage has been enjoying resurgence. (from the wiki)


Prostate specific antigen. A chemical produced in the prostate and measured in the blood as an indication of cellular activity in the prostate. Abnormally high levels of PSA may indicate health concerns such as inflammation or cancer. The PSA measurement may be elevated by ejaculation, and any form of anal play, including the Aneros. Ask your doctor for a recommended period of abstention prior to taking this test (the Aneros manufacturer suggests a few days to a week). (from the wiki)

S silicone

We call our silicone “Velvet Touch” for its luxurious, matte finish which is designed to hold lubricant. Silicone is used in our Syn models as well as the Vice and deVice.


An abbreviation of Super orgasm. An overwhelmingly strong non-ejaculatory orgasmic event. Orgasms that have no refractory period allowing them to be repeated multiple times.  Though different for each man, the Super-O is considered to be the ultimate pleasure a man can achieve.

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