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Pressing the Prostate

This was the best session yet! Otherwise this blog wouldn't get a new entry.
But rather it was a new experience that encourages me to record it.

The experience in question was manually massaging the prostate, which depending on your school of thought could be considered cheating given that Aneros is intended to massage the gland compared to rubbing it like a dildo...

…and that's just what I did. Last night I was going to just kip for the night, but my arousal flared up before hand. Temptation got the better of me, and I decided to just try massaging myself with a finger — simple and quick. Turns out rubbing the prostate gland was now much nicer than I previously recalled. This warmth and sweetness developed which each stroke of the fingertip, and as my breathing deepened the gland softened up. My dick grew solid with no input other than the finger.

Eventually my body was bearing down, and my finger pressed hard as a result — a big orgasm, and along with it a milky substance oozed out. It was halfway between precum and…well, cum. Is that what this "prostate milking" leads to? In any case this feeling was different to what I was use to before with prostate orgasms. Not as strong, but deeper. (Eww….) My finger and wrist ached so it was on to the Euphro Syn.

When it was inserted, the orgasms were quickly becoming intense. Abstaining must of helped here, but the fingering from before gave the prostate a head start. My abdomen was pulsing like crazy. Standing and walking gives me the best sensations with the Aneros, but also helps in another aspect: I tried grabbing the device and giving it a wiggle. During so my dick again grew erect out of my control and felt this deepening, pleasurable feeling swell. Moments later, I was tensing incredibly hard and had to hold my breath to stop moaning aloud. This happened a few times, and had to stop because holding my breath + plus tensing was giving me momentary headaches. Besides that, my sides were aching from all the tensing as well. But the orgasms and excitement was the highest ever, and I was oozing nonstop.

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Concentration & Abstaining

I should probably mention again that my blog only really receives entries on new developments. Given that I'm somewhat at the end-point of my journey, it's less and less apparent that new sensations and heights come up. But hey! Great sessions nonetheless.

Otherwise there has been a new direction I've taken on my approach to orgasms, these past few weeks; focusing on fantasising. Just admitting this brings a tinge of dirty and reclusive guilt. Still, I think all men use fantasy one way or another.

How the gears turn for me is that I focus on a mixture of sensations and fantasy. It's a dance between the mind and body. Now, the Aneros has been out of commission for roughly a month now due to continuing issues with the ass — and will continue for at least another. In response, sensations have taken a back seat. I have been concentrating a lot more on maintaing a fantasy in the brain, without breaking focus. The side-goal here is to get a hands-free wet orgasm. )HFWO(

It's lead to some of the most INTENSE rush of orgasms yet, though fantasising wasn't the ticket by itself. Abstaining for a few weeks from ejaculation had built up a lot of my arousal, so naturally that has to help.

Maintaining focus is a key element. I may have done it before, but not to the extent here — should my brain keep its grasp on a fantasy, and over-indulge, this 'dull' aching sensation shoots across my body. It's the sort one gets when returning the same task over and over. The onset of boredom. Getting sick of something.

Regardless, that happens. Neither my mind or body enjoys it. But what it does allow is reaching an arousal high, and receiving great orgasms sooner or later. The aching could been interpreted as mental exercise and stress. It's also important that I keep the abdomen as relaxed as possible.

With that said, my abdomen muscles gets the butterflies which is important, as that's typically where my best orgasms begin. In fact, the abdomen is often the hardest place for me to get any sensations. It often acts as a sponge towards sexual energy, believe or not, and likewise blocks full-body orgasms.

The trick is focusing on a fantasy so much that I can immerse myself — believe it's real. There's some anecdotal evidence on why this leads me to amazing orgasms: wet dreams. During this instance, I'm asleep. My muscles are all limp and relaxed, and my mind is absorbed into its own subconscious dominion. Dreams typically seem 'real' — and in the case of a sexual dream, my body clearly can't hold the goo back. The abdomen muscle is turned off, and isn't there to stop pleasure-waves going bananas over my whole body and mind. There's a distinct feeling that the point-of-no-return )PONR( approaches. )Interestingly, I do have some control in my sleep over whether to stop it happening these days(

The other evidence: previous sessions that broke new, personal ground, which are typically blogged on here.
How this usually goes is that I confidently write out what MUST be the answer to why X, Y and Z occurs. Then a few days later I'm wrong. It was simply a case of the stars aligning that night.

What has been a similar occurrence between all of them is that I'm completely absorbed into the experience — my mind doesn't break out of the flow. It can also reach a point where I start muttering some weird cooky shit, which pushes me right over the edge. Bear in mind that 'Cause' and 'Effect' get mixed up here. Those great sessions weren't often influenced by me. Again, stars aligning.

But I can encourage it by maintaing focus, and bearing with the dull aches.

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No Aneros: Better Developments

* No Aneros for two months.
* No nipple stimulation.
* Slower building orgasms = better.
* Now partying in the o-zone.
* Orgasms that reach far inwards.
* Faster building orgasms = not as good.

I'm not using the Aneros for roughly two months. Since two days ago I'm half way there, in fact! Abstaining will hopefully rectify the itches and pains in and around the ass, as suggested by a member. I'm itching a lot less now, so there's some good signs.

But wouldn't I know it: I've had some amazing times up to this point! What gives?
Rewiring further — in ways I wasn't aware of. My previous entry appears to be the onset of all this. However, holding off from the devices and nipple stimulation has allowed the sensations to dig and expand further inwards.

To be more precise, I think nipple stimulation has the tendency to short circuit the arousal. It creates a 'release', in the same vein as ejaculating, preventing that crucial energy to build over time. It blows arousal in quick bursts, rather than allowing all of it to gradually build in larger waves. Nipple stimulation may have gotten me far before, but I've been using it as a crutch. )Though it borders on addiction, too(

So early January, there was no more nipple stimulation. This was hard, and it still is. My arousal would become desperate for that release: and that was the key. I stuck a cork in the horny bottle. I would feel these sweet tingles, if slightly stressful, coalesce in my abdomen. Just thinking about various things builds it!
Instead I just rubbed my hands over other areas to try and preoccupy them from touching the nipples. Crazy strong orgasms would soon follow.

I've written up a draft of this entry a few weeks back discussing how nipple abstaining did a lot of good yet couldn't be sure if this was really the case — and not simple being in the right place, at the right time as many of these great sessions end up being.

I'm now more confident that changing some habits was the ticket after all. Last night was amazing even without the Aneros. As hippy as it sounds, I was in the O-ZONE. Rubbing my ass and relaxing kept producing orgasms that shook me to the core — and genuinely felt like I'd cum. Speaking of ass, I found rubbing with hands doubles the effect. This isn't surprising since it was the case with the nipples, though I thought it was exclusive to them.

Still a little hesitant this all might be a good period that won't return for a while. Even if it is, that's still something to look forward to right? That's why I enjoyed the Aneros for all this time.

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NEW HEIGHTS: I haven't touched the ceiling yet

* Standing sensitises the prostate
* Walking around helped a lot
* Lightly jogging really helped a lot
* Touching nipples carefully to complement
* Openly allow erotic thoughts to flow via prostate massage
* Vocal moaning = important
* But -> embarrassing and noisy :)
* Train of thought derails
* Thought train blasts off at uncontrollable speeds
* Urge to cum nears

Well, damn.

I thought it was the end of the journey for me, and searching for other goals would keep me entertained. My pleasures and sensations were as good as they'd get, and now I'm fully rewired. There's nothing more for me to uncover.

That's technically true, but tonight launched me a little bit higher.

So standing up works well with the Aneros, perhaps due to the gravity providing a counterbalance. I don't know the science, exactly, but I do ejaculate quicker when standing up masturbating. Regardless, the prostate becomes more sensitive to the Aneros. Even better: walking around. As I strolled to the kitchen, the feelings of the device rubbing couldn't be ignored. In fact, trying to ignore it would flare up an orgasm quickly. Eventually, I became horny to the point where I sped the pace up by lightly jogging on the spot. I've never had such a fast chain of Dry-O's in a long while.

The main discovery here was working with the thighs, and partly knees. They shake when arousal builds, so I'm guessing that standing helped to ground the sensations and stop them from being shaken off. )Maybe that's why the knee shakes when we're anxious: as a means of numbing the fear(

Eventually the prostate was worked to a degree that it switched 'on', and buzzed. No more walking around seemed to be required. So to compliment it: lightly touching the nipples. Before in my sessions, I'd make the mistake of getting impatient and just strum them like a guitar. The second they get touched, the arousal sparks up. I treated them more as a shortcut. Not here. Just a quick rub, and I let my mind do the rest. This is something the Wiki brings up, and it's now that this piece of advice makes a lot of sense.

Leading on from the nipples, near the end of the session an idea struck my brain — one that I'm surprised had evaded me for years.

Sensations are built up from imagery in my head. Imagery and sensations work with one another, like the Aneros and prostate! It's how arousal forms, and grows. What would happen when masturbating is the sensations automatically call for erotic imagery )and vice versa in my mid-teens( — my brain is wired to begin a feedback loop of providing sensations with imagery. The imagery in turn reacts to the sensations. My thoughts are almost influenced beyond my control here, especially near the point of no return.

This is even more noticeable when stimulating the nipples. The second they are rubbed, my mind is predisposed to start generating erotic imagery almost without consent. The feedback loop begins, albeit with a Dry-O as a result.

And what were to happen if I applied this knowledge to prostate massage? Quickly after wondering, I gave it a try. Focus was placed in allowing erotic imagery to just generate from the sensations of the prostate. My abdomen began to flutter and heat up like never before. My excitement was fizzing, yet I remained completely relaxed. My mind kept at it: just let the imagery roll out and respond to the prostate sensations. The imagery came faster, and harder. It was becoming kinkier and savage in response to the strong pleasure. In turn, I couldn't resist moaning. This, too, built up the fast-building energy. Everything was fusing together, almost uncontrollably. For the first time, the Super-O was beginning to appear.

My moaning was getting louder and louder as I let myself go. This is it! I might actually cum if this goes on.

It didn't. I stopped. I gave in to fears that my moans would be heard )and worse yet, wake up neighbours(. My body and mind just dropped it out of embarrassment, but oh well! Personally, even if this would have been a Super-O, it wouldn't been worth it to having people question my solo performance.

But it remains: this newfound knowledge may help a lot in future sessions. )It won't( In the three years of using Aneros, I have NEVER felt myself become so lost to the orgasms. Everything I've heard about the Super-O now has much more clarity: the loss of reality, the full-body pleasures, the roaring. Now I know for sure, without a doubt, this was the fabled orgasm.

It's a massive bummer that it felt like vocal moaning made a lot of this possible! Someone who moans is truly loosing themselves to the pleasure, and I just can't bring myself to do that. Not that loudly, at least. I had a hunch that allowing myself to moan would break down some barriers, yet privacy comes above all else.

There have been other users who've achieved Super-O's without the need for such, so perhaps the same can be said for me. What a night.

Also: more precum!

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Mission to Pre

What else is there to do once someone has been rewired? My brain still wants to set goals and reach them — perhaps that was my biggest draw to Aneros all along.

So for me it's almost instinctively to…precum. Odd, one might say. All that ever does is create a mess, for most. That's true — but for a year or two now, I keep checking my dick for any substance during orgasms, like there's a missing piece. It doesn't feel fair that for others, who precum a bunch after using Aneros, I'm still left bone dry. I'm seemingly not alone here either, run through some quick Google results.

But as luck has it, there is something of an answer in form of Pygeum africanum! It's a form of bark from an evergreen, and is supposedly good for Prostate health. What it amounts to is helping in treatment of Prostatic Hypertrophy, countering the increased size of the prostate by shrinking it. But through shrinking it, supposedly, cowper's fluid is then filtered more tightly through the gland. There are plentiful user reports out there mentioning good results — some complaining their dicks become faucets after a month.

Yet there too are those who report little to no change whatsoever. And surprise, I fall into this statistic as well, after a few weeks of no outcome! )Or precum, rofl rofl( What a shame. Going by the on-going tests of those out there, brands do vary in effectiveness - as well as taking the supplement in combination with others. And overall health/diet, too.

Back to brands, I've been using Biovea's Pygeum, consisting of 100mg per soft gel. The ingredients here DO line up with other brands users abroad had success with. So perhaps all supplements can do is bolster what substances ALREADY exists, rather than actively develop it? In other words, if one doesn't naturally produce much precum, then Pygeum hasn't got much to work with.

Oh well!

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Guess that was a Super-O!

* Blank feelings for the first 15 minutes.
* Erotic material started some vibes.
* Kneeling like this produced a Mini-O:
* 20 minutes in, crazy quivering of abdomen, and shaking legs.
* Intense, radiant sensations from pelvis region. Moans, heavy breathing.
* 10 minutes of shaking, and strong sensations.
* Abdomen tenses, pushes Aneros out, then draws it back in.
* Session passes its peak after 35 minutes,

Well, I wasn't expecting the session to be this good. Before the orgasms I was feeling moody, and pissed off. I actually tried doing seven minutes of exercises to relieve tension and relax myself, but…it ended up doing the opposite.

But I figured the whole thing would be a dud in any case — just wanted to have at least 30 minutes so I tick the box on having a session. But no, it ended up being one of the best in recent memory. There wasn't any particular catalyst for making it so great, I think my body and mind happened to open up at the time.
Keeping the mind off the Aneros until time nears the session is important, though.

As you can interpret by the title, I'm still reluctant to accept whether or not I have Super-Os. It could be attributed to my idea of a huge p-wave — which is this surge of adrenaline. That's not a p-wave, as far as I know, but this adrenaline rush has happened when some new sensations occurs. )Much like a first-date, in terms of butterflies( Suffice to say, this feeling is amazing, as it makes the whole experience feel like a roller-coaster ride.

But my mind assumes that a Super-O has to consist of these huge bursts of adrenaline. There's some substance to this; users reporting on a Super-O often remark that they are "blown away", "mindless", "scared" and so on. Perhaps I do become mindless on occasion, when being swept away into fantasy-land, but otherwise I haven't experienced any of these in a year.

In saying this, the lack of these sensations would be down to experience. Said adrenaline is a result of a shock, because it is new and unexpected. I've become accustomed so much to Aneros usage that I can identify almost all manner of feelings now, so nothing particularly comes as a surprise.

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Burning arousal in one go

More and more, it begins to dawn on me that Aneros isn’t really all that necessary for some good hands-free orgasms. Frankly, it’s been that case since half a year into my journey. Today, I had roughly an hours worth of crazy Dry-Os — letting it finally ignite from a spark of arousal. The spark in question often develops initially from innocent glimpses of anything eye-catching — like a pin-up girl, or a throw-away sex scene in a film. Crap like that are plastered all over the net and TV. It flies past my mind, but about five days after the refractory period, libido hits its peak. It becomes increasingly tough to ignore that imagery.

And Thursday was such a case — it felt amazing. My perineum, prostate, ass… all were warm, tingling and buzzing; just like what users on the forum report! Tumblr also proves its a fantastic source of porno, as much as funny posts and awesome projects. I precum’ed a little too, and although one shouldn’t, I see it as a barometer on how active the prostate was. Quite a bit, from the looks of it.

One nice aspect about Anerosless sessions is the ease of experimenting on stimulation. The device isn’t in there having a party and making some noise, so it’s easier to see what works on creating unique sensations. I practiced different hums to see which effects the abdomen, for instance. I also touched around the body and neck, varying between rubbing and tapping — the neck certainly gets the prostate active.

Later that day, I decided to give the Progasm a go — the session wasn’t that effective, in fact. Some sweet moments did arise unique to the device, for sure, but it didn’t scoop me away into Orgasm world. Hmm.

It goes back to arousal levels. Must of blown a lot of it on that spark.

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Fantastic Session

* Week of abstaining from anything erotic
* Builds libido perfectly for a session
* Sweet sensations, everything happens without any prompting
* Clamping solidly, continuously
* Allow breaks to naturally happen for around five minutes.
* Sex is on fire.
* I really hope the neighbours don't hear my moaning or humming.

Now I'm into a good routine of sessions! Every five to eight days or so is when the libido builds up enough that my mind urges for some sexual activity. That's something of a sweet-spot for Aneros session — and it's relatively new, first uncovered early into the abstaining for a month. The big build-up of libido in question is likely from divorcing myself of anything erotic during one week, most of all nipple stimulation, which can quickly cause an orgasm to burst the bubble. (However, it's great before a session to get some momentum going)

So basically, Aneros sessions of recent act as a valve to let off some sexual energy.

Or frustration; last night had a scenario of stressing needlessly on whether to have a session, partly due to the awkward after-effects detailed at the end. Pleasure waves began making unprompted rounds that day - a sign of libido hitting its peak. At the same time, I was feeling oddly grumpy and fed up. That alone can often break sessions, resulting in delaying them by a day or two. But I went with it. Besides, the Progasm may cause problems like last time and the session is only an hour.

Nope. Luckily the Progasm slipped in fine with virtually no pain. The time with it was…wow, better than ever. First session in a while where I legitimately felt like progress was made, even if 'progress' shouldn't be a part of my experience at this point. Sadly it's now difficult to explicitly clarify —what-- was so good, other than your typical "REALLY GOOD and EVEN BETTER!!!" I guess the "daunting, looming, gargantuan build-up" I mentioned in late 2012 is now commonplace when using the Progasm; maybe it's not a build up like I initially thought, but rather an orgasm. There's this slight wave of faint nausea and adrenaline before the Progasm and body starts dancing; varying the breathing pattern pumps up the p-waves frantically. Often the orgasms would be so tense, I'd clamp vigorously and my ass would start pushing out the Aneros — then shoot it back in, hitting the prostate. Drop of precum would often appear. Moaning nowadays is impossible to hold back, give or take.

The best part of the whole session (and those recently, too) is it all happens for me. I really don't have to do anything for the Aneros and body to start joining together and creating some high-octane magic. Again, the week abstaining is a key factor in all this.

The only issue is that with these sessions, my arousal gets so crazy high that I desperately want some release; naturally the entire load is blown on masturbating for a Super-T. And this is a complicated, angst-y crossroad: If I ejaculate, I'll feel like complete crap, and briefly sink into self-loathing. Or I avoid this, just take out the Aneros and remain on edge and turn into an emotional see-saw.

Both honestly have their pros and cons. Last night I just took out the Aneros, sternly avoiding a Super-T. I couldn't sleep much because (among other factors) my arousal was rocketing all over the place, even if I loved that feeling back in 2011. Even now, my knee is constantly shaking because my arousal is live-wired. My emotions are all over the place.

But alas, I'd be complaining likewise if I ejaculated. I'd be all grumpy and upset on what a looser I am, and behave somewhat irrationally. The day would probably be spent rotting on my chair! It's a win-loose situation, and this its one of the reasons why I hesitate on an Aneros session.

But whatever, amazing session, still glad I had one!

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Back to Aneros!

* Finally a session!
* It wasn't much.
* Ass rejecting the Progasm.
* Lingering arousal )Damnit…(
* Actually feels like I need to pee when touching the prostate now.

One month has fully passed! The goose was cooked, and it was time to see how a session would fair — but only until my body and mind had a wanting for one. Today felt like such a time, possibly due to a near wet-dream last night.

And I’d also try having a session during the day! It’d seem the most appropriate — I’m wide awake and it’s just me in the house. Perfecto.

So in goes the Progasm! And…the session wasn’t that great. It certainly wasn’t dud material, as some sensations swelled outside of my control, but it wasn’t the surprise smack that my previous session gave either. What gives?

For one, the Progasm was not staying put. This model kept trying to slide its way out, like my ass was pushing it out of bed. I’ve heard some customers have this issue, but I’d never thought it’d occur just like that. Usually the ass pushes when clamping down on orgasms, but even then, devices often stay put. So that got in the way of letting the Aneros do what it should.

Secondly, ass pains aside, my mind just didn’t quite sink into the experience. It really felt like a trip back to 2012 when I’d sulk that nothing happens, even when doing nothing. Even some erotic material didn’t spur much, along with nipple touching. Maybe that’s a lie - some positions got the device going, but not for long. Despite that, I did precum a bit more than usual. Month build up and all.

After 30 mins, I ended the session and pulled the device out. It had ALREADY escaped halfway. I pondered on why the session wasn’t so great, with two schools of thought: The Progasm didn’t settle in like usual, and might of been too strong for now. Or, my mind wasn’t really in the mood after all, and maybe requires a few more sessions to sink in - perhaps a few more days of break for my brain to decide, even.

Interestingly I wasn’t too fussed by all this, which is unusual. It wasn’t a great session? “Whatever, I’m happy.” And that’s nice. I realised that there’s something of a trade-off with great orgasms — the mind has to be focused on sensing greater feelings, which would seem free of implications, but in concentrating on where great orgasms start, one then gets anchored into a world of orgies. It can easily drop into an addiction like it has before the month hiatus with me. There’s a fine line in the balance of happiness with life, and happiness with orgasms. After all, straight-up masturbation can be done quickly and forgotten about; multiple-orgasms and Aneros require meditative thinking, which unfortunately can linger into other relaxing states. )At least that’s the case with me.(

Perhaps having broken away from orgasms and arousal for a month has cleaned the slate more than I bargained for, and Aneros sessions may take a bit of time to simmer back into. But I hope in doing so, I don’t allow arousal to control me and my state of content again.

The aim: good times that don't linger in my head…!

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Paraphimosis woes [Updated]

Break from the norm once again: this time it's a medical condition effecting the sea-monster. Maybe you heard of this, or phimosis?

If not: Phimosis is when the foreskin is tighter than it should be, making retraction quite difficult, and possibly painful. Resolving it is quite straightforward, with stretching exercises — and if subscribed, steroid cream to assist the process.

But what if one allows the foreskin to remain tightly retracted, and let hard-ons occur? Then there's risk of the condition's older brother: paraphimosis. This is when the skin is trapped under the head, and by extension blood. Trapped blood can eventually cause bloated swelling to form, ballooning part of the shaft under the head. The (flaccid) result is this:

Gross. And it can potentially swell to much larger degrees. Luckily, mine is only by that much, pictured above. Saying this, when errection does occur, the is compressed into a ring, or 'mane' of sorts, around the head.

I've had paraphimosis for as long as I can remember. Back in high school, I wondered why my skin wouldn't fully retract, but that never got me into a rut. Trying to do so did hurt, though. Early college days, however, I finally decided to pull my skin all the way down and saw what was by then paraphimosis. I was ignorant to this, of course, and simply assumed this gross appearance was me doing something I shouldn't off - namely pulling the skin too far back.

But this leads me to another pointer: this condition hasn't caused me any genuine trouble. Sure, erections certainly are sore, but that's when the skin is forcibly retracted. Even then, THAT pain goes away with either some steroid cream or perseverance. This all struck me as odd when recently I read that paraphimosis is sometimes considered a medical emergency, and early symptoms of it has to be dealt with ASAP. Wow! Again, maybe that's because it could swell to alarming degrees. Lady luck, and all.

But never mind that, I do want to get this checked out and dealt with. Back in 2010, I learnt of tight foreskin and headed to the doctors. Steroid cream, did the trick. But phimosis came back, and I still had that tight mane under the head. Second trip in 2012, I brought up what was then the discovery of paraphimosis. I was given a shrug, and reassured it's simply phimosis I should worry about.

But not now. Now I know how my phimosis could be stopped for good, and I definitely do want some surgery done to fix this ugly condition. Thankfully by today, new medical techniques are around to treat it, so circumcision can be avoided. On top of returning my penis to pain-free erections, it'd more importantly prevent the risk of bursts or infections.

Poking around Google today, I stumbled upon the real nemesis: the phimotic ring; more generally known as a ridged band. This is where PART of the foreskin is tight compared to the rest, and leads to the tight band I mentioned above. It's all clicked together now. Paraphimosis was never an issue because I may not actually suffer from it after all — it's when the skin becomes trapped severely behind the head, and for me, it was never an issue to pull it back up — just a nuisance.

So for a month I'll try stretching the tight part of the skin. If that doesn't fix things, I'll try 'preprutioplasty' surgery - which is a limited dorsal slit )which itself is a limited circumcision(. I'm still uncertain, and I suspect the paraphimosis may be a edematous swelling in itself, rather than simply tight forskin. Regardless, the surgical treatment above would certainly resolve things.

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