Backdoor Hammock

  • Slow and Steady

    It's seems to be far and few between blog entries. Things have continued better than I could hope the last few months. Every few weeks something different and usually better develops from my continued Aneros use.

    The whole process for me feels more and more like it's in my head )which it is primarily(. The most tangible pleasure comes from the prostate area, but I'm grown more in tune with how my mind drives the whole cascade. There have been a few times during sessions that I'd observe to myself that this is really in my mind and a surge of pleasure filling my consciousness would overtake me for a few seconds.

    Along with the idea of this whole experience being in my mind, I'll actively worked to let go even more during my sessions. This was where another step forward happened this evening. My best results have happened when I've worked to inhibit my physical reactions and contractions to the changes in pleasure and sensation. At times in the past I would "get greedy" and bear down trying to get even more from the current pleasure. It just seemed natural. I've clued into a mindset where I respond as if the Aneros is acting on me and reveling in whatever sensations occur however small or great. Usually they end up greater if I continue this way.

    There are only minimal muscle actions from me during the session. I might apply a little more contraction to the PC muscles or do something that feels like releasing the muscles to each side of the pelvis on the front.

    This evening I did more to try and let things build up before I started vocalizing. Vocalizing completes the feedback loop for me and keeps me in an orgasmic state. I can only get so far without vocalizing, but I'm trying to prolong the experience leading up to where I feel compelled to vocalize.

    After I started to orgasm I got more and more into a mindset of releasing myself to the sensations. In retrospect I felt like I was a tool for the Aneros to use. My arms were more involved this time as I eventually allowed them to be moved by the whims of the orgasm. Sometimes they would be rigid, moving in jerky motions as I writhed in bed. At other times they'd be swaying as if I was wading through the pleasure floating in the air. Many times I would just brace myself against the bed as is common for me anyway. This time there were more instances where I felt like lifting my chest toward the ceiling and slightly raising my upper body from the bed in the peaks of euphoria.

    I don't know if any one of the peaks I had was any higher than anything I had before, but it was more freeing and higher as an overall experience. The peaks seemed more like high plateaus that lingered for a while. The super-O lasted for about an hour and a half or so. It trapped me. There wasn't a lull to make me think it might end soon. I was just existing in the high until I felt thoroughly satisfied.

    45 minutes to an hour of constant orgasm is fairly common for me if I'd had at least a day away from Aneros and I'm not tired. It had been two days plus and I was pretty rested compared to recent weeks. Several things came together for a very intense experience and even longer than normal.

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  • Thought I Was Here Before

    A had a revelation yesterday. What I thought I was experiencing wasn't quite as it seemed. I had had many super O's over the past few months, but now it seems that they weren't originating where I thought. The ones where I used my nipples to orgasm certainly were centered in the prostate, but the ones where I relied solely on the Aneros weren't. I now think that they were anal orgasms rather than solely produced from the prostate. I believe this because I finally reached a level that I thought was already experiencing.

    The anal orgasms never felt quite the same as the nipple induced orgasms. They weren't as intense, but they could last longer and were more steady. A session on Friday gave me a hint as to this other level of sensation from the prostate. I started out with a Peridise then had a decent session switching to the Helix. For some reason I thought I'd try the Progasm afterwards despite it being uncomfortable 3/4 of the time. This time I discovered one way that I could avoid the discomfort. When I made sure my anus was relaxed the Progasm got more comfortable and there was more sensation from the prostate than I usually get from the Helix.

    It didn't really dawn on me the importance of this until the next day. I started the session with the Helix and started to engage my PC muscles more. I thought I had been using the PC muscles in the past but I'm not sure now if I was doing it right. Maybe the rewiring is continuing to go on. It's hard to say. Anyway, I started to notice more tingling in the prostate then more warmth in the area than I ever get from the Helix. I found an optimal level of contraction for the muscles and "went to town".

    It was incredible. It still didn't quite reach the level that the nipple stimulation can give me, but I was quite overwhelmed for the better part of an hour. I had never felt the persistence of the warm feeling in my prostate. I had never felt so much like I was being pressed into my bed by the pleasure when I wasn't using my nipples. My arms were flailing at times; at others I was bracing myself against the mattress or holding a blanket up over my head to try and "get away" from the overwhelming pleasure.

    Finally I had my fill, but I still wanted to cum. Man, was that ever a ride too. There wasn't much time during the buildup that I wasn't feeling a dry orgasm as well. There was a tug of war for a while as I tried to reach one type of orgasm while experiencing another. I was sweating quite a bit from this epic battle; more than usual at least. I was writhing in pleasure every few seconds as I tried to move toward a traditional orgasm. When I finally climaxed it was incredible as well. I finally started to cum and there was a single shot, but then a pause. For what seemed like an eternity I hovered there in bliss as a final buildup occurred and the rest came out. Words don't do it justice.

    I didn't know I had been missing this level of pleasure. Amazing. I must have been relying on anal contractions to reach orgasms rather than fully engaging the Aneros to my prostate. Now I'll have to experiment with these two types of orgasm from the Aneros.

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  • Fueling for the race

    As I've probably mentioned I often use the Peridise for a little while )15-30 minutes( before switching to the Helix in most sessions. Friday evening wasn't any different. I did have one thing planned to try this time. Previously, I had had one of my longest super-O's in a Helix session where I'd stimulated my nipples quite a bit in the Peridise session before, but not at all with the Helix. That's what I planned on this time.

    The nipple stimulation almost always brings me to an orgasmic state in short order if the Peridise, Helix, etc. is inserted. I was hoping that something about doing the nipple stimulation with the Peridise would carry over to the Helix. Things went as I had hoped.

    I don't know if I did the nipple stimulation all that long. I still had the Peridise in for several minutes before starting in on the nipples. I switched over to the Helix, got myself situated and waiting in hopeful anticipation.

    I don't think "waiting" or "doing nothing" is really what is going on even though outwardly it would look like that. I find myself actively keeping certain muscles in my pelvic area from getting tense. It's easier than it used to be, but there's focus needed to maintain this. There's a nearly automatic reaction at times for these muscles to tense up when a wave of pleasure hits, but it really prolongs the pleasure to keep those muscles from clenching.

    Anyway, after probably less than five minutes with the Helix in I started to enter into a super-O. I'm always intrigued by how gradual the transition to orgasm is with the Aneros rather than a traditional orgasm. Sometimes my moaning starts before I have a solid recognition that there's much pleasure going on.

    There wasn't anything to indicate that this would be a better or worse, longer or shorter orgasm. I could only hope that something from the Peridise-nipple combination would carry over. Well, things ended up lasting for about 50 minutes without dropping out of the orgasm. There were a couple times where I had very strong surges of pleasure that were approaching T-gasm scale, but still a little off. I think at those times my focus was really in tune with the pleasure and I had my pelvic muscles staying where I wanted.

    Usually I move my legs after some length of time to get into a more comfortable position, but amazingly I was content to leave then half bent with my feet flat on my bed during the whole orgasm. That never happens. I often end up with my legs flat on the bed by the end, and I tend to stay face up throughout.

    I've noticed that I'm keeping my lower body much more still than I used to. Except for repositioning my legs once or twice, my arms and head are where any movement is. I really had my arms going by the end this time; bracing myself against the surface of the bed as I enduring the pleasure waves when they got more "global". Once in a while I'll spasm a little from the hips, but it's not like it used to be. Things have quieted down.

    I can't really do justice to how good it felt. It just went on for so long that I was finally exhausted and had my fill. Well, almost. I still brought myself to ejaculate, and it was pretty good in its own right. It felt like mini-O's all throughout the buildup. All the shaking that my lower body didn't do during the Aneros session happened with the T-gasm. It was glorious.

    The funny thing is that I spent more time in a orgasmic state from the one super-O that night than I did running a 10k the next at least 8 minutes! :o

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  • In a Haze

    It's been a while since I've blogged. I actually wrote a blog a week or two ago, but my Internet connection cut out and I lost the draft. I just didn't feel like rewriting it.

    There haven't been any real big developments lately. Once in a while I still have a super-O or two, but sessions can be fine for me without them. I'm trying to dig deeper into different aspects of the experience. Specifically I'm trying to see if there's more to this haze I feel in my head when I have any type of Aneros inside or partially inside me. I can have a Peridise halfway in and already feel something starting in my head. The prostate isn't even being touched at this point.

    It's a little like I have a head cold where my ears and equilibrium are affected. I'm not dizzy, but it sort of feels similar. I've tried getting lost in the sensation, but I don't seem to get too far. I can sort of separate myself from what is going on at the prostate, etc. The p-waves may come on their own or not, but I'm less actively part of the equation.

    The biggest success I've had is using my mental focus when I'm beginning or in the middle of an orgasm. Focusing on the pleasure has really amplified it on a few occasions. Yesterday evening was probably the most intense sensation I've had during a super-O. Normally the duration of the pleasure is what makes a super-O so intense. Last night was probably the closest to having the sensation of a traditional orgasm during a super-O.

    I wish I could just belt out the vocalizations when I experience the high points during my sessions. I live in a townhouse side by side with others and I'm pretty self-conscious about noise. Vocalizations are almost always part of my sessions, but I limit myself in volume. Sometimes I feel the urge to vocalize even before I feel the distinct sensation of an orgasm coming on. The vocalization seems to bring about the sensations, as if my subconscious knew what to do before I did. I'm going to have to find some way to experiment eventually with vocalizing more loudly to see what that does for me if anything.

    One curious thing that happened today was that I felt my first mini-O while I was at work. I didn't dare let it go further as I was in an office environment, but no one else was positioned in a way to notice if I was expressing anything in my body language or from facial expressions. There were only a couple people in the area at the time anyway.

    Today at work I felt pleasure directly from the anus just sitting at my desk. Actually I had a BM early in the afternoon and started feeling a little sensation just afterwards. That's how it started and it slowly progressed to a more general feeling of pleasure across my body after being back in the office for a little while. It was nothing overwhelming since I had the presence of mind to control the situation considering where I was. There were p-waves too, but it started lower than that. I think being in a more relaxed state at the time helped open the door.

    My anus has been awakened much more than I would have expected. People talk about awakening the prostate and that's part of what I've experienced, but my anus is a gateway to my prostate in more ways than one. I almost always use a Peridise as a lead-in to the Helix or occasionally the Progasm Ice I recently purchased. As I mentioned, I get that haze in my head from having anything in me, but I also start to feel a little pleasure in my anus. The Peridise is a good way to increase my arousal without much effort. It makes the Helix more effective.

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  • Broke the Ceiling

    I hadn't entirely given up on seeing where I could go without nipple stimulation, but it wasn't really on my mind this afternoon as I started a second session. The first was heavy on nipple stimulation and was very good as a result. I can't remember much else from it as it seems to have been mostly eclipsed in my mind by the session this entry is about. I do know that I got my penis involved which isn't the norm for me.

    I started off this session relaxed with my legs slightly spread and bent with a cover over me and my butt resting on a pillow to get a slight elevation for handle clearance; a pretty typical setup. There was already the vague sense of pleasure I get from having one of the Aneroses inside. I felt something slightly extra, though, as I lay there relaxed. It was a more tangible pleasure from the Helix against my prostate. Maybe it helped that I had already had a session. Maybe things were still sensitive from that. Not sure.

    I soon found that just focusing on this pleasure caused it to grow. I couldn't perceive any physical action from PC muscles. I wasn't trying to initiate anything. The pleasure was just happening by my thoughts. It grew and grew and grew until I was in the throes of what I had hoped to experience: a hands free Super O without even using my nipples. I was on cloud 9 and stayed there for close to an hour.

    Things had finally come together. I feel like a load of sexual repression has been slowly lifted off my shoulders over the past 5 weeks or so. It culminated this afternoon as I broke though this barrier into a new part of the journey. The sensitivity has grown. The muscle control has come into focus. The awareness of the sensations from my body has heightened. The relaxation has been there nearly from the start and I've continued to rely on it. The rewiring continues even now.

    There were a couple new things I picked up on during this Super O. Not only could my focus help bring about the p-waves, but a conscious relaxing of the muscles down there really aided things too. I'm guessing it was the PC muscles. In any case it was more a matter of hijacking the tendency to clench when the pleasure got to a certain point. Normally I can have an involuntary muscle contraction that feels like I'm starting to double over for a brief secon. This wasn't happening at least early on in the Super O. I had developed enough muscle/mental control to keep things relaxed to sustain the pleasure for huge amounts of time without refueling the fire with my nipples. I eventually used the nipples after I had dropped from the first Super O and it felt great as usual, but I could take it or leave it at point. I didn't have a care in the world.

    I also tried initiating some movement of the Helix during the Super O and that worked out pretty well too. A side to side movement of the Helix ramped things up for a while from an already euphoric state. My prostate thanked me for that one.

    I probably produced more precum from this than I ever have, but it still wasn't a large amount. That's just not how things work for me. I decided to try and have a T-gasm after I'd had my fill. It took a little soft porn to "get things switched back over" for it, but it was pretty good too. It's not always easy for me to cum with the Helix in. I haven't quite figured out what makes it easier one time and not at others. I suspect that if the p-waves are going on strong enough, it makes it harder to reach a T-gasm. It's just a curiosity at this point.

    The journey continues.

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  • Trying to Lose Control

    I had already started trying to use less nipple stimulation in my sessions and wanted to discover a new aspect to Aneros pleasure. I don't know to what extent different men use their nipples in conjunction with the Aneros. I may be on one end of the spectrum in how I have tended to rely on my nipples to build up and sustain a Super O. I sometimes sneak a quick nipple rub in at work or while driving to feel a little pleasure on the side. It doesn't take very long and it has grown in intensity from where I started.

    I've held off longer or not even used my nipples at all a few times in the last few sessions. I can't say my dry O's are as strong or that I've reached an all out Super O, but it's definitely a different experience. The first time I reached a hands and nipples free dry O a few days ago I was left alternating between moaning and laughing. I was having sustained muscle movements from the Aneros for the first time and it was driving the orgasm. I actually had the Peridise in for this session and it turns out that I was laying on my side which is not common for me. I'm usually on my back.

    I definitely want to see where things go with getting more automatic response going from the Aneros. My experience so far has been that I have a much more full body experience without the nipples in play. Using the Aneros with nipple stimulation is a step removed from traditional penis stimulation, and taking the nipples out of the equation seems to be one more step away from localization.

    Whenever I've put the Helix or Peridise in I get a sudden but somewhat vague sense of pleasure. This has been the case for a while. There's a certain "haze" that forms in my mind along with a vague sense of pleasure in my pelvis area. The day at work before the evening where I had my first nipples-free dry O, this haze took over me for the last few hours of work as I sat at my desk. I had nothing in as I was at work. I just reached a pleasurable state from my body and mind.

    The buildup to a mini-O or dry-O takes longer without the nipples. Like I said it seems more body wide. This is not just in the orgasm, but the buildup. There's only short times of localized sensation from p-waves or in my penis. The haze in my head that I talked about is really strong during the buildup. I have to try not to "do something" about it when I find myself in this haze. I just sort of "swim in it" and ride it where it goes. During this morning's session I thought of a decent analogy for what was going on. It was sort of like mixing color into a paint can. I was getting "swirled up" in the "paint" of my mind.

    I've always relished the times when relaxation takes hold from my Aneros use. I think the title of my blog fits this mindset well. This body-wide reaction I've felt when not using my nipples has strengthened the relaxation feelings I've had. It seems sort of paradoxical to say, though. I'll just have to see how far into this paradox I can go.

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  • Letting Go

    This morning I didn't have the luxury of time like I have had during previous weekends. I had to be on the road to visit my parents by late morning. Still, it was a fantastic session. I have been trying out the unrefined shea butter the last two days. So far the results are good. I'll have to see about leaving the Peridise in all night with it now. I unintentionally left it in overnight earlier in the week with no trouble, but I'd rather not take a chance with the water base lube.

    I started off this morning with the Peridise as usual and held off touching my nipples for longer. I'd like to see what I can achieve with less nipple involvement. I'll have to see how things progress in the future. Things still felt pretty good in the limited time I had. I had a mini-O or two before getting the nipples involved.

    I've found that I can't easily get into a more meditative state anymore. Things too easily progress to a more powerful state and there seems to be no need at this point. I'll keep it in the back of my head if I run into trouble in the future, but I sort of miss the more relaxing times I've had. I don't miss it nearly enough to trump the super-O's, though.

    Both sessions I've had with the shea butter have been very powerful in that I have very pronounced involuntary movements at times. I don't know if I would have progressed anyway or if the new lube made a difference. During both sessions I had several instances of trying to reach for the sky with my arms and legs. This was sometimes coupled with twisting my legs together. That squeezing of my legs together added a little pleasure in and of itself.

    A couple times I held back enough as the pleasure grew that I got some wild flailing going when the release happened. The spike doesn't last long, but I can do it in the middle of a super-O without interrupting anything. I want to continue to experiment with trying to forestall the release or control the rate of buildup to see what differences there end up being. I want to find ways to keep this interesting.

    The biggest discovery I made started earlier in the week outside of a session. I've found it easier to bring myself to a mini-O through no manual stimulation of my nipples and no Aneros inserted. I'm not exactly sure what muscles I'm using, but I can reliably produce pleasure from the relaxation of what I think are the muscles for my sphincter. I just don't know for sure because it seems so subtle in muscle movement as opposed to amount the pleasure it eventually creates.

    It doesn't feel the same as the p-waves I've had and it sort of creeps up on me. It's there and it steadily grows if I maintain this relaxation. Eventually I'll have to close my eyes and my eyelids will start to flutter. It's not as localized a sensation either. It's more full body pleasure even though very initially I'll notice it near my anus. It may emanate a little toward the back rather than toward the perineum too. Regular p-waves can have a full body effect, but I still notice the localized concentration in the pelvis.

    Using this relaxation technique with the Aneros, and specifically with the Peridise, produces an interesting effect. Without fail my sphincter will try to clench within a few seconds of relaxing and keep doing this every once in a while. It's sort of trippy, I don't know why. There's a tug of war going on, perhaps. Eventually when the pleasure starts to grow I'll hold this relaxation without the involuntary clenching recurring. I can get a mini-O with or without the Aneros, but it's usually stronger with the Peridise. The Helix seems to get in the way of this a little with the stimulation to the prostate going on already. I'll have to keep exploring this relaxation.

    One new experience I had during the meat of the session was with feeling like I was being auto-f**ked. I'm guessing what I experienced was the same phenomenon other people call this. Maybe what I had already experienced with super-O's was already this and today just took it up a level. Anyway, during the super-O today I got to a point where my arms and legs were partially spread out as I lie there in the throes of pleasure. I was at a point where there was no need for me stimulate my nipples to keep the fire stoked. I felt pinned to the bed. All I could do )or needed to do( was take in the pleasure. I've sort of felt this "pinning" before, but it wasn't coupled with an entirely self sustained pleasure. A similar feeling took hold a couple other times, but in a different way. I had involuntary pelvis thrusting going on and it seemed like my body was having its way with me.

    I don't know how long this super-O lasted but I wouldn't have been surprised if it were longer than 30 minutes. Maybe not much longer, but it was a marathon for me. I'll tell you one thing. It was a very relaxing 2 1/2 hour drive to my parents' place after getting cleaned up. Water can't wash away the afterglow.

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  • Saturated

    Things keep getting better. I had held off a day on using the Helix because of a little soreness. I was rewarded for my patience today. I got warmed up with the larger Peridise as I've been accustomed to lately. It was a little longer warmup than usual. I didn't have any dry O's; I just closed my eyes and felt a humming in my head as I occasionally added a little PC or anal movement at times. The humming had started almost as soon as I did. This lasted for half an hour or so.

    After a while I needed a break to have a BM. I wanted to wait until I got that out of the way and cleaned up to switch to the Helix. I took my time in getting back to the session even then.

    Once inside, the Helix had an immediate effect. I didn't have contractions or anything, but I felt a general wave of pleasure rise through my body as I got situated in bed. It was a good sign.

    I've been keeping a T-shirt on during sessions so that I don't chafe my nipples and it has a side effect of limiting the amount of sensation my fingers can give my nipples. I think this is a good thing as it slows the progression a little and lets things happen more on their own.

    I let things build for a while before touching my nipples. There was a nice feeling of pleasure like the wave I felt as I got in bed. I wasn't trying to do too much with contractions at this point either. A small amount was keeping things where I wanted them. The pleasure grew somewhat before I finally got to the nipples.

    It took very little time with the nipples to get a real good p-wave going. The preparation was starting to pay off. I don't know how long it took to reach a Super O, but it wasn't as long as normal. I didn't even have merely a dry O before it like I've usually done. This *first* one lasted perhaps 5 minutes or less. There were the usual vocalizations and not much in the way of involuntary movement. I think at some point I felt a little extra warmth "downstairs", but that didn't lead to anything different. This wouldn't have been a bad session if a 5 minute Super O was all I had, but there was more.

    After a short dip in the sensation where I relaxed and took in what just happened I worked back up to another Super O )or did *it work *me*?(. This one lasted as much as 15 minutes, I believe my longest yet. I couldn't get enough of it. I had more of a thirst to see how far this could go. It still meant not forcing things, but I wasn't going to be satisfied with only 5 minutes today. The only active method I had to keeping it going was to relax my PC muscles if I felt I was starting to over tighten on my own. I was having a little bit in the way of involuntary movement but not like when I had my first few Super O's.

    I looked at my alarm clock to get a gauge of when this stopped. I was getting curious about how long this had lasted. I had looked at in that short gap between the first 2 O's, and guessed how long things went on. I haven't really tried to track my time before except to get a rough estimate of the entire sessions, but I felt something special was going on this time.

    The third )and final( Super O blew me away. There was an even shorter gap between the 2nd and 3rd O's. I was still in a groove. Throughout this all I don't know that I noticed the movement of the Aneros or what particular contractions might be going on all that much. They seemed subtle by the standards of what I'd experienced so far. Subtle was plenty for my body this time.

    I couldn't to let go of the pleasure this time. At times it would grow and grow. At others it just stayed there as I engaged it in waves. I was writhing around a lot this time. I was also extending my legs straight out toward the ceiling with my arms at times to try and find some sort of outlet for the continued. The most memorable moment was went I arched my back to raise my belly and pelvis toward the ceiling. I was supporting myself with my arms and feet trying to release a huge surge of pleasure in my pelvis. It was the strongest continued orgasmic wave I've felt with the Aneros. It stayed strong as I got my pelvis as far up as I could manage. I'm shaking here just writing and thinking about it.

    On and on and on it went. I would back off a little. The pleasure would continue and let me right back in when I felt I could engage again. It was there even when I couldn't tell it was there. Pleasure was the new norm for a short while. I thought I might drop out of the orgasm by relaxing a little at times to recover from the previous wave, but it was still there to greet me when I was ready. My god, I'm in awe right now! How could this have happened to me? I thought something along these lines during the throes of this last Super O. I was verbalizing asking "Why, why, why?" at times.

    Over 25 minutes it took. Twenty-five f**king awesome minutes. No need for a T this time. Thank you sir, I've had all I could ask for and more already. You can leave the check.

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  • Dark Side of the Moon

    No, I'm not trying to speak euphemistically with the title of this entry. I *really* am talking about the Pink Floyd album from 1973. It's one of my favorites and I currently have it in the alarm clock/cd player by my bed. I play the first few minutes as an initial alarm setting then have the beeper turn on 15 or 20 minutes into it to give me a chance at a gradual wakeup.

    I tried one time to play music on this alarm clock during a session, but something unexpected was an obstacle for me. It wasn't that the music or words themselves were a distraction. It was the lack of words or music at times. Here's what I mean: I started to lapse consciously because of the effect from pleasure on my mind. I started hearing gaps in the words and music that I knew so well )I'm still talking about Dark Side of the Moon btw(. I'm used to the music fitting like an old glove and knowing what to expect at each turn. Now my focus was being pulled toward this deviations from the norm. I just decided to turn off the music to stay focused on the session.

    The last couple mornings have been new experiences for me. I actually woke up before my alarm yesterday with a "morning wood" and had a nice mini O / dry O. It only seemed natural. Today I set my alarm a little later because it was a Saturday and still didn't get up until the alarm went off. "Get up" isn't really accurate though. I spent most of the morning in bed "exploring".

    I started off this morning with another erection as I awoke and then worked up to a pretty nice dry O still in my clothes. After a while I tried to give Dark Side of the Moon another try and listened for a while, but it was still sort of a distraction. There wasn't as much in the way of gaps/lapses since I didn't have my MGX or Helix in to get my mind churning. It was just background noise this time for the most part.

    There weren't any really big highlights from this session. I only used the larger of the 2 Peridises if I had anything in at all. It was just a light pleasure Saturday morning with nothing to do. A few dry O's sprinkled in for good measure.

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  • Mental trampolines and smoke rings in my mind

    )Warning: the first part of this is sort of dry. The last three paragraphs are the ones things get deeper and more interesting.(

    I've had two sessions since I got my first additions to my Aneros collection. I've used both in the same pattern as it turns out. I got the two set of Peridise and have used the larger one to begin and end each session. I've used the Helix in the middle. The results have been astounding.

    I think the Peridise works well for me in warming things up without going over the top, then returning to it when it's real easier for me to get pleasure from more subtle stimulation.

    The Helix feels a little different than my MGX. There's pressure in slightly different spots. I can't tell if anything is particularly different when I'm in the heat dry O's and super O's. It's certainly not keeping me from enjoying myself that's for sure.

    Anyway, I was pleasantly surprised from the start at the subtle feeling of pleasure when putting the Peridise in. I move things around inside for a while, but don't quite make it to dry O's during the initial use.

    Things get more interesting when I start in on the Helix. The first night I eventually got what was up to that point the most overwhelming super O's I'd had. I would have involuntaries and writhe around more as the things would go on. They'd last a minute or three. I was spent by the time I was done. That was a first. Usually things just die down, but this time I'd had my fill and then some. Putting the Peridise back in at the end was icing on the cake. I was still getting dry O's with it in and I finished with a very satisfying T.

    Tonight started much the same. A decent warmup with the Peridise, but I actually got a dry O or two by the end this time. It was a sign of what was to come.

    It didn't take very long into the Helix portion of the session to begin getting a super O. I don't know how long things went on, but I had a series of the strongest super O's I'd had yet. I imagine one of them lasted over 5 minutes, a first for me. The sensations just wouldn't go away. There were brief dips in the pleasure, but it was there the whole time.

    The tone of the session changed when I finally started to feel like I needed a break. I like to explore during my sessions to see what strange and new sensations I can experience. This time it was like I was searching around in my mind amidst the aftershocks from the tumultuous Helix session so far. I began to relax and stay very still. Eventually I got caught up in waves that seemed to envelop most of my body and my mind. I could feel a slow pulse in the midsection of my body. I can't say it was pleasure as much as contentment that I felt. It was very strange and very satisfying.

    As the sensation would pass through my head on its way seemingly out of my body it was like a smoke ring was encompassing my mind as it exited. At some point my mental focus got caught up in a pulse from my midsection and it seemed to amplify. After this happened a couple more times I was on my way to another dry O; a dry O with no external physical motion from me, not even any conscious effort to contract my PC muscles or anus. It was one of those "this is beautiful" moments. I was enveloped in pleasure merely from my mind. I caught a pulse and trampolined to orgasm.

    I'm not a spiritual man, at least not anymore. I haven't investigated yoga to see what it's all about either, but it has me more curious with what I experiences tonight and what little I've read. The human mind is such a wonderfully complicated thing. It really fascinates me and tonight's experience just reinforces that. There are certainly ways to tap into uncharted areas of one's mind and Aneros has definitely helped me start in on a hugely exciting path. Onward...

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A anal sphincter

The ring of muscles surrounding the anus. There are two rings, the outer and the inner. The outer is under voluntary control. The inner is not (it is controlled by the autonomic nervous system but can be trained to relax therapeutically with biofeedback). To identify this muscle, squeeze your anus as though you are holding back gas. This is the muscle that primarily drives the motion of the Aneros.

B Benign Prostate Hyperplasia

Or BPH. A non-cancerous enlarging of the prostate common in middle aged and older men, often causing urinary symptoms. BPH is one of the prostate ailments that the Aneros was originally developed to help treat. (from the wiki)


see Benign Prostate Hyperplasia

H hands-free

The patented design of our massagers allows them to be used completely – hands-free. This is an advantage over other prostate massagers. It allows an Aneros massager to be used in any position the user wants. More importantly, it frees the user to focus solely on the sensations instead of making a conscious effort to manually manipulate the massager. This subtle freedom is important for bringing the mind and body together during a session, which by many experience users is considered a required technique to master in order to achieve a Super-O.

J journey to the Super-O

Aneros massagers can be enjoyed in many different ways – to enhance a strength and pleasure of penile orgasms during partnered or solo sex, or solely for the pleasures derived from prostate orgasms. The ultimate experience for the route is the Super-O. The practice and understanding of how an Aneros massager, the body, and mind play off of one another to eventually achieve a Super-O is now commonly referred to as the “Journey to the Super-O” by our community members. For some men, this learning period is short in duration. For others, it can take quite some time. There are some key milestones on this journey – they can be viewed

K Kundalini Tab

Also known as the K-Tab.  Curves upwards to rest above the anus between the buttocks to pressure on an acupressure spot there. Named after the yoga concept that there is a serpent of power located at the base of the body’s trunk. The K-Tab and the arm that it extends from has taken the place of the handle seen in other Aneros models. (adapted from the wiki)

P PC muscle

The pubococcygeus muscle, one of a number of muscles in the pelvic floor. It is a hammock-like muscle, found in both sexes, that stretches from the pubic bone to the coccyx (tail bone) forming the floor of the pelvic cavity and supporting the pelvic organs. The PC muscle is largely involved in sexual response and contracting during orgasm. It is believed that strengthening leads to longer, more powerful orgasms. (from the wiki)

pelvic floor

The set of muscles that span the area beneath the pelvis, supporting the pelvic organs. (from the wiki)


The area between the scrotum and anus. The perineum provides external access to the prostate and a pudendal nerve acupressure spot.

perineum tab

On Aneros devices, the front arm which curves upward to press on the perineum during an Aneros session.   This actions prevents external prostate stimulation.  It also acts as a fulcrum against which the device can pivot to perform the internal prostate stimulation.


Aneros massagers are made from 3 different types of plastic. All are FDA approved and medical-grade, non-porous, and each has the right density for the right weight and balance for that particular model.


Inflammation of the prostate. Although there are many suspected causes, (bacterial infection, auto-immune response and neuromuscular tension), prostatitis remains an intractable disease which is often times unresponsive to traditional forms of treatment. Before the advent of antibiotics prostate massage was the first line form of treatment. In recent years with many people turning to holistic and homeopathic forms of medicine, prostate massage has been enjoying resurgence. (from the wiki)


Prostate specific antigen. A chemical produced in the prostate and measured in the blood as an indication of cellular activity in the prostate. Abnormally high levels of PSA may indicate health concerns such as inflammation or cancer. The PSA measurement may be elevated by ejaculation, and any form of anal play, including the Aneros. Ask your doctor for a recommended period of abstention prior to taking this test (the Aneros manufacturer suggests a few days to a week). (from the wiki)

S silicone

We call our silicone “Velvet Touch” for its luxurious, matte finish which is designed to hold lubricant. Silicone is used in our Syn models as well as the Vice and deVice.


An abbreviation of Super orgasm. An overwhelmingly strong non-ejaculatory orgasmic event. Orgasms that have no refractory period allowing them to be repeated multiple times.  Though different for each man, the Super-O is considered to be the ultimate pleasure a man can achieve.

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